bahagia

aku bahagia hidup bersendirian

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tak perlu fikirkan dia

tak perlu fikirkan mereka



aku bisa hidup berseorangan

tanpa kamu disisi

tanpa dia dihati

tanpa mereka menanti



segenap hati bisa tenang

kotak fikiran jua bisa lapang

diriku hanya diriku

bukan untukmu

bukan untuknya

bukan untuk sesiapa

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aku bahagia hidup bersendirian

tetapi adakah bahagia ini akan selamanya?

by: Dell Nadzri

bnde alah nie bkn aku yg tulis...
nie bestie aku yg tulis...
pandai plak dia mengarang..
mmg kena ngn aku...
i like it....

p/s: psst...ila...aku 'pinjam' ko punye jap....
jgn marah...=P

^___^

kisah triple 10

ops! aku bkn nk ckp yg aku nk kawen...
n aku bkn nk ckp yg aku nk sgt kawen....
tettt!!!

10-10-10....
hari ini dlm sejarah....
yesterday...(ari nie dh 11-10-10)
aku nk cite psl date n pe yg berlaku...

bermulanya ksh....

kazen aku (sblh ayah) kawen ngn bf dia sejak dr skolh lg..
fuyoo!! lme siot diorg kapel..
kazen aku tue sm umo ngn aku...cuma aku lbh tua 12 hari je dr dia...
korg kire la sendri ek...
dia pun 'dayang' gak...
sm ngn family aku...
nm dia DAYANG NUR FATHIAH....
nickname dia ALONG...
cz dia yg plg sulung n dia sorg je anak pompuan dlm family dia...
adik dia 3 org....sume lelaki....
laki dia plak sorg anggota polis...
skarang keje kt sabah....
dia asyik ulang alik je dr sabah ke kuching...(kalu dia cuti la)
n....aku pun x knl sgt ngn dia..
tau pun waktu dia bertunang dulu...
tue pun laz yer punye...aku 1st time jmpe dia...
huhuhu....

ok! sejak jumaat lps iaitu 8-10-10 shngga la 10-10-10 (yesterday)
mmg happening n meriah la kenduri kawen dia....
mlm2 n pg smlm ade karaoke..
siap ada hamper lg diorg bg....
(belanja bsr gler)
9-10-10 ada acara 'berlulut'
errr....aku x tau dlm bhs BM ...huhuhu

aku sempat tgk along pakai 3 jns bju tradisional je...
jawa,cina n bali....~~~
cantik siot!!
teringin gler nk pakai bju2 tue sume...(suka2 je)
terutama baju bali tue..
adeh!!

conversation ari sabtu~~~
time aku sebok2 ambik pic kt pelamin...
aunty aku.....Chik Idah cup2 kt dahi aku plak...
"kak nina la plak pasnie.."
adoh!!
pastu..heboh 1 umah srh aku kawen pas along...
ishk2....cm xde org lain ke~~~
srhlah anak sendri kawen dulu....
kazen mazen aku sume dh berpunye....
aku jgak yg dsrhnye dulu....
then....
mati2 aku ckp..."xde calon"
diorg x caye la plak...
huhuhu~~


ahad plak~~triple 10...
ingtkn dh abz...rupa2nye ade lg suara2 sumbang srh aku kawen cpt2...
"kak Sel....pasni nina la lg...
blh la kte org dtg kuching lg" (my mum's name-sel)
aku mnyampuk..."xde calon lg...n x nk kawen dulu"
"msti ada tue...tipu2"
blh plak ckp aku tipu.....~~~
then...d bez part is...
"aku pilih dia punye....x blh pilih sendri...
n...aku x nk org **** jd menantu aku"
pang! pang! pang!
dush2!!
matila aku kali nie...
bila my mum bersuara.....
erk....dia pilih...??
cmne ngn pilihan ati aku nnti???
x smpai la hajat aku....
"ishk..mane blh cmtue...biarla dia pilih sendri"
ade gak org back up...~~hehe
but my mum still stick wit her decision...
"aku x nk banana fruit 2 times"
hohoho~~phm2 je la mksdnya tue...
aku diam je...
argh!
makin d lyn makin jd plak....huhuhu
pastu aku blah dr situ...
d end~~~

mcm mane la diorg nie suka suki je srh aku kawen cpt2...
aku keje pun x lg....calon pun xde....~~
duit xde gak nie...guna PaMa biasiswa je.....
nk kawen cmne....??
byk lg bnde yg aku nk buat....
mmg la akn kawen..
x selamanya single..
tolx???

moral:
renung2kn...n selamat beramal~~~

^___^

p/s: selamat pengantin baru kpd DR SMS dgn pasangnnya DR HARLINA
semoga berbahagia....=)

drama queen...

tajuk nie dh lme aku nk coret poret
tp....idea aku tue asyik dtg n pg...
wah! mcm lagu plak...
jap ade..jap xde...(chipsmore)
hahaha...~~
sape tau drama queen tue pe??
aku tau...tp aku buat2 x tau
pe la yg aku nie merepek....
huhuhu

ok2....
1.drama queen=hipokrit
2.drama queen=giler ngn cite drama~~korea,jepun etc
3.drama queen=queen yg berdrama
4.drama queen=drama yg ada queen
5.drama queen=sombong

ah! lantaklah mksdnye pe...
lain org..lain tafsirannya kn?

nie aku nk cite....
time2 skolh dulu...ramai yg ckp aku nie drama queen....
erk.....drama yg mana ade queennye
enthlh....
tang mane la plak dramanya aku nie...

pnh aku tnye geng2 aku...
diorg ckp aku nie....
1.sombong
2.kwn ngn bdk2 pandai je
3.too smart to be stupid~~bdk 'giler'

jwpn aku...
1.korg x knl aku~~n mmg aku nie smbng (kalu ngn org yg aku x knl la)
2.sume geng2 aku b4 msk klas lain...sume bdk yg pndai..aku dh bsm ngn 'bdk2 pndai' tue slama 3 thn..so...wat do u expect me 2 say???
3.hahahah...~~no komen....

well..sume perkara d ats...
sume nye 1st impression bout me
hohohoh~~

eh?aku nie nk cite psl pe sbnrnye...??
xde kaitan pun ngn drama queen...
ahahhaahah~~
c...idea aku ilang lg n lg...

hmm....blog nie bkn utk sj2 aku nk buat...
bkn utk merepek yg bkn2...
bkn utk mngumpat sana sini...
bkn utk mbuka aib sendri n org lain...

jgn slhkn mereka n keluarga mereka...ops!

tp...blog ini hanyalh sekadar utk meluah perasaan
chewah! jiwang~~
hahaha...
korg tgk kt blog aku nie...
byk lagu2 n lirik2 lagu kn?
sume lagu2 n lirik2 tue ade mksdnya tersendiri...
ada kaitan ngn aku n hidupku kini....
kalu x...xkn aku nk sebok2 @ buang ms copy & paste utk ltk bnde yg x berfaedah
tol x?
so....korg fahamilah btol2 kalu korg nk knl aku dgn lbh dlm lg...

still....xde kaitan ngn tajuk aku nie...adeh!!

next...ckp psl drama queen...
btol jgak..aku nie mmg DRAMA QUEEN

aku nie minat giler ngn drama korea...
drama jepun aku x tau sgt...
dulu2...drama filipin,latin, thai...sume aku tgk...
yela...byk laki yg ensem2 n cute2
hahaah~~

fav aku: my girl,full house,princess hours n boys over flowers (korea)

skarang nie aku dlm process utk mngumpul cite korea..
spt biasela...dwnload je...
yg ade skarang x byk...

1.my girl
2.full house
3.stairway to heaven
4.boys over flowers
5.princess hours
6.sassy girl chun-yang
7.the successful story of a bright girl
8.my love patzzi
9.all about eve
10.witch yoo hee

uik..byk gak collection aku nie....
hohoho~~~

apela yg aku merepek??
aku nk cite psl lain....
tp aku tulis lain plak....ishk2...
hmm...xpela...
abaikn je~~~

d truth is...aku x suke org yg berdrama drama queen nie
menyampah...gedix je lbh....
cz...aku pun cmtue gak sbnrnye...
dulu2 la...skrg x lg...insaf~~~
ahahhaha~~
korg phm kn mksd aku...
aku tau ramai yg x suke aku drpd ramai yg suke aku
yela...~~aku kn gediz...over....'mulut jahat'
well...itu adalh aku...
aku adlh aku...
n itu juga dh mjd lumrah manusia...
NOBODY'S PERFECT!!!

lagu n lirik kt bwh nie...
mmg padan ngn aku....
sesuaiiii sgt!!

"Drama Queen (That Girl)"

There was a girl I knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynicals that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabee
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothin' else
And you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her back
For all the doubters, non-believers the cynicle that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would've know)

Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself

Doubters, non-believers, once were her dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

wasalam....

moral:
jgn nk jd 'drama queen' ye...
kalu pelakon drama...blh.....;p

^___^

heartache

d instant u stood b4 me
i luv ur stare
though i cried yesterday
2day, bcoz of u
2moro..i'll be happy
its not ur face
its not ur coolness...no...no
all i needed was a soft love
all d days dat past
i'll 4get it
without u
not even a day
only luv
all i knw is LOVE...

my mind is so bad
dat all i knw is u
u, who is lookin at another person
u dun even knw those feelin i have
i'm probably not part of ur days

u probably dun even have any memories of me either
who i keep lookin at
my tears keep fallin
coz i'm happy juz lookin at u frm behind
even if u still dun knw hw i feel
in d end
even if u pass me by
on d days i miss u so much
on d days wer its so hard to deal wit
d words,I LOVE YOU
keep lingering on d tips of my lips
once again i'm cryin for u...alone
and i'm missin u..alone
baby...
I LOVE YOU
i'm waitin for u
here, now and forever

(Boys Over Flowers)

karna cinta.....

telah kutemui banyak cinta
di hati ini datang dan pergi
selimuti kisahku yang biru
yang dalam di hati

biar kurentangkan cintaku
menariku di atas senduku
sendirinya aku tak berkasih
yang dalam di hati

karna cinta aku jadi sepi
karna cinta aku jadi riang
karna cinta aku jadi pilu
karna cinta kini ku sendiri
karna cinta pelangiku hilang
karna cinta matahari pergi
namun ku yakin dalam hatiku
cintaku tak boleh membunuhku

(Laudya Chintya Bella)