terasa rasa.....

entry aku yg lepas
aku nk skip kejap...
lmbt lg nmpknya aku nk buat entry psl tu..
sori la ye...

ri nie dh msk bulan feb...
cpt ms berlalu...
hmm...
dlm bulan 2 nie..
2 org kwn aku
kwn rapat aku bertunang
TAHNIAH!!!
erin + ain...
aku gembira sgt2...
sori la coz x dpt hadir..
masa tlh mengambil ms aku...
wpun aku btol2 ingin berada di sana...=((
tp..xpe...
time korg kawen aku dtg ye..
=))
x sbr...
hehe

actually kn..
aku terasa + berasa jeles sgt2..
yela..hajat diorg dh smpai..
aku bila lg??
huhu...~~
soalan cepu yg x emasnye asyik bermain d fikiranku..

hmm...aku sering mengingatkn diri aku supaya x terburu2...
yela..mcm la aku ada CALON..
huahahaua~~~
keje pun x tetap lg...
kete xde...umah sendrian berhad pun xde..
x nk r dulu...
~~~

tp...
aku sbnrnye rs jeles..
a bit sunyi..bila mengenangkn diorg
eh...korg phm ke mksd aku??
lu fikirlah sendri ye...
huhuhu...

nvr mind la...
xde jodoh lg...
xpe2...

haha~~
itulah yg aku rs sekarang...
x ksh lh..
jnji aku epi..
ri8??
daa...~~

p/s: aku tgh tggu game barcelona nie....
nk tgk boyfriends aku main..
hahhaha~~~
^__^

next

hi u ols....
ape khbr??
uik...dh mcm 'mak' dh aku nie...
auww~~
ops! sori...

topik aku kali nie psl NEXT...
next tu ape??
next tu next la...
pe lg...
ahahah~~
ehem!
hehe

actually...i nk share ngn u ols nie ttg my personal collections
nk tau pe bende2 nye??
tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~

aku nie x mcm org lain...
mksd aku...personal collections yg aku ada nie xla exclusive mcm org lain..
xla mhl2..
juz for my hobbies..u knw...~~
ala...biase2 je...

nie sedikit sbyk fakta2 ttg collections aku nie
aku bli brg2 nie sume sbb aku minat + sukeeee sgt ngn bnde2 cmtu...
like dey said...i'm very2 fashionable gurl...
ha!! dh bg clue tue...hahaha
korg tau2 la pe bnde...
n maybe...maybe la kot..
x sangka aku 'spend' byk duit utk brg2 cmnie...
n skarang x tau mane nk ltk sume brg2 nie..
ahaha~~penuuh bilik aku...
tau la..membazir tu amalan syaitan..
tp nk buat cmne kn...?
dh hobby aku...

dh dpt agak dh pe bndenye??
bgs2!!!
advance sungguh korg nie....
hahhaha~jeles i...u knw...

td aku dh bg clue...
nie nk bg hint ckit..
ckit je tau...
eh?pe beza hint ngn clue..??
ala...sm je...

next hint:

SHOPAHOLIC!

bg yg tau...
korg tau la cmne aku spend kn??
bg yg x tau...
xyah tanye la... pa2 pun tgguuuuuu!!

chao!

tet~~~

rabbit's year

3hb feb 2011
yay! its RABBIT year
oh yea! my year...
i born in the year of rabbit..
not only me..
but also for those who born in the year 1963,1975,1987 & 1999

The Rabbit

Rabbits are private individuals, a bit introverted and withdrawn. People e born into this sign would rather work behind-the-scenes instead of being the center of attention in any situation. Do not misunderstand…the Rabbit is not a recluse. In fact, he is a reasonably friendly individual who enjoys the company of a group of good friends whether at a business dinner or a holiday party. Rabbits just like to be a part of the gang as opposed to the leader of it.

Years of the Rabbit

Rabbit Years are fourth in the cycle, following Tiger Years, and recur every twelfth year. The Chinese New Year does not fall on a specific date, so it is essential to check the calendar to find the exact date on which each Rabbit Year actually begins.

THE SIGN OF THE RABBIT

Rabbits, like their animal counterparts, are quite calm people who do not exhibit aggressive behavior and will avoid confrontation at all costs. When angry about something, a Rabbit will approach it calmly and considerately, hardly ever raising his voice or becoming visibly annoyed. Because of their serenity, Rabbits seem to miss things, whether they are confrontational in nature or not. However, the Rabbit is quite keen and pays close attention to the situations developing around him. He is intelligent and quick and can talk himself in or out of most situations with no problem.

The Chinese Rabbit is one of the most stylish creatures of the Chinese Animal Signs and finds interest in different cultures. He is classy and sophisticated, and can be found adorning one of the latest fashion magazine cover looks. Rabbits also like artistic ventures, such as painting and music and are generally quite present in these worlds. They love top express themselves, which is evident when joining them at home for a function or a cup of coffee.

RABBIT FACTS:

People born in the Year of the Rabbit share certain characteristics. The Rabbit Sign is an abbreviated way of characterizing that individual’s personality. Following are features associated with the Sign of the Rabbit.

sign-peace!

CHARCTERISTICS

Keen, Wise, Fragile, Tranquil, Serene, Considerate, Fashionable, Sneaky, Obsessive

IN YOUR ELEMENT

The characteristics of the Rabbit are tempered by one of the five Chinese elements of Metal, Water, Wood, Fire and Earth overlaying a 5-year cycle of characteristics on the original 12-year cycle.

THE FIRE RABBIT 1927 AND 1987

Fire adds an unspoken magnetism and mystery to the Rabbit. These creatures have a burning desire to get out there and live life to its fullest. They are active and adventurous and love anything that sparks their creativity or curiosity. They can throw tantrums here and there, if provoked, but most of the time they work very hard to avoid conflict or unpleasant confrontations. Fire Rabbits are charming and tend to push their emotions into the backs of their minds, but will speak up if necessary.

HEALTH AND HABITAT

HEALTH

Rabbits are apt to be sensitive to ailments and to have bad allergies. Stress or conflict will detriment the Rabbit’s health. Exercise could take off unnecessary stress and strengthen the Rabbit’s physical condition, but he tends not to work out regularly. Rabbits have to learn to incorporate more action into their everyday routines.

AT HOME WITH THE RABBIT

A Rabbit will become depressed and withdrawn if his home does not consist of beautiful possessions that make him comfortable. They are extremely organized and the best way to throw a Rabbit off is to remove something from its sitting place. They are so orderly and their homes and offices so clutter-free that it is sometimes a point of humor with their friends. Rabbits are modest in their decorating choices and choose different shades of green such as sages and turquoises.

CAREER AND FINANCE

THE RABBIT ON THE JOB

Rabbits have really good communication skills and are best utilized in positions of management. They make great teachers and PR people because they are so diplomatic and well-organized. Even so, they can also make great painters or musicians due to their sense of beauty and their love of creativity.

MONEY AND THE RABBIT

Rabbit people are usually relatively careful when it comes to their finances. And that lucky rabbit foot didn’t just come out of nowhere…Rabbits are pretty lucky folks! They use much of their money for possessions such as their homes, cars or furniture. They would rather invest their money in gadgets and things than in the stock market. They love hunting for antiques, arts and crafts and will tend to make sound investments in these types of things.

RABBIT CAREERS

Those born in the Year of the Rabbit share the same kinds of goals and objectives in life. The occupations best suited for the Rabbit are listed below:

LIKES AND DISLIKES

Since Rabbits are born under the same Animal Sign, they often share likes and dislikes. Following are similar likes and dislikes of the Rabbit personality.

Color Preference: Pale Green

Gems and Stones:Crystal, Emerald, Pearl

Suitable Gifts: Tapestry kit, CD, fine wine, easel, lyrics book

Hobbies and Pastimes: Writing poetry, hiking, planting gardens and trees, chatting with friends

Rabbits Dislike: Touchy-feely people, abrupt curves in their routines, disorganization

THE RABBIT ON VACATION

Rabbits love to indulge in different cultures and spend a lot of their lifetimes trying to find inner peace. Sensitive and careful by nature they would be just as happy shopping for hidden treasures at the local flea market or yard sale to display in their delicately decorated homes. Rabbits tend to want to travel to traditional places such as Europe and Asia when they have time off. In addition, taking a course to release their creative energies such as photography or instrument lessons would make the Rabbit feel well-rounded and accomplished.

FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Rabbits, although outgoing, are definitely not the leaders of the pack or the spotlight thieves. They like to be associated with a group or a club, where they find comfort in the company of others. Rabbits just happen to be low-profile people. Perhaps this is because they tend to be rather picky about who they pal around with. Rabbits love their friends and offer them all a warm refuge and a sympathetic shoulder to cry on. They enjoy catching up and hanging out more than anything.

Compatible Friends

Best Friends: Sheep and Pigs

Mortal Enemy: Roosters

Rabbits with Under the same roof Compatibility Rating

Rat a bit of incongruity **

Ox pretty supportive **

Tiger conflicting views **

Rabbit very well-established ****

Dragon creativity thrives ***

Snake a solid, affectionate relationship ****

Horse not much communication *

Sheep easygoing ****

Monkey a bit of restlessness ***

Rooster argument-prone *

Dog a deep commitment ***

Pig stable and loving ****

*uphill struggle **some complications ***easy bonding ****on the same wavelength

Lovers and spouses

THE RABBIT LOVER

The Rabbit lover would never dream of wearing his heart on his sleeve. The Rabbit seems aloof, yet underneath is sensual and loving - a tough facade protects a tender interior. Rabbit folk are romantic yet realistic, generous yet mercenary. Rabbits are strongly Yin and, whether male or female, are in tune with the feminine part of their psyche. Their mothering instinct compels them to nurture others, and they have an innate love of home and family.

MARRIAGE

Rabbits are easily moved to tears through words, thoughts and actions. They are deeply sensitive people who shun conflict. Rabbits tend to be a little moody and are sometimes influenced by the friends they have. Despite their cool exterior, they have a reputation for being very sexual and intimate beings. Although they may go a little crazy in their youth, they will commit themselves readily to a partner for life.

THE RABBIT LOVE PARTNER

The Rabbit needs a partner who is affectionate and loving and who will pamper his mate a bit. A partner who shares the style and suave of the Rabbit will make a good lover for him as well. Chinese horoscopes are very specific about which partnerships have the potential to be successful in love and in business. Yet, though destiny can pint us in the right direction, we must still make all efforts to maintain loving relationships. Following is a brief description of how a Rabbit will affect a relationship with other Animal Signs.

EAST MEETS WEST

ARIES RABBIT

These people need their own space and will utilize their ambitious natures by changing career patterns and personal paths throughout their lives. They need to be in motion and motivate themselves through change.

TAUREAN RABBIT

These Rabbits measure their success in the acquisitions they have made. They like the stability and comfort of nice things and work hard to provide these luxuries to themselves and their families.

GEMINI RABBIT

These people love to talk and actually, unlike most Rabbits, like to be the center of attention. They make great friends and find talking stimulates them.

CANCERIAN RABBIT

These Rabbits find themselves in a tight relationship with their mothers. They are deeply sensitive individuals who are most at ease in the comforts of their own home.

LEONINE RABBIT

These people are extremely popular with others, partly due to their suave natures. They are outgoing, yet conditioned, and are one of the most confident of these combinations.

VIRGO RABBIT

These Rabbits are incredibly and almost annoyingly organized. They can be seen as anal, but trust they will never lose anything and will finish most nay project they start. They are a bit fussy about their neatness, but are some of the most efficient people you will ever meet.

LIBRAN RABBIT

Libran Rabbits are quite the sophisticated breed and love to be in the midst of a social situation. They play the part of the socially-aware quite convincingly.

SCORPIO RABBIT

These Rabbits are demure, and you never quite know what they’ll do next. They are creative and open-minded and you can find most working in the arts. Although they are relatively stand-offish at times, they carry with them a depth of character unbeknownst to most people.

SAGITTARIAN RABBIT

These are probably the most open-minded of the Rabbits finding comfort in just relaxing at home. They don’t get caught up in the sensitive characteristics of the normal Rabbit and would rather be a little less emotional and a lot more comfortable.

CAPRICORN RABBIT

These Rabbits thrive on promotions and raises at work. They work to see their efforts rewarded and take pride in their statuses and titles at work. They are loyal, handworkers, although not showy in their endeavors.

AQUARIAN RABBIT

These Rabbits love to learn new things and search for the answers to their own questions. They are gifted with imagination and determination. These individuals would rather be rich in knowledge than in possessions.

PISCEAN RABBIT

The Piscean Rabbit is quite a complex person. He is creative and will work best in relaxed, peaceful situations where his creativity can be explored and put to good measure.

taken frm: http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Rabbit.htm

n thnx to chocobeau for the web link...
=)

starlight tears

The white starlight wraps around my tears
My tears fall against the warm breeze
Can you feel it?
The quiet trembling for you

I draw you on white paper
your warm smile envelopes me
Is this love?
I see you even when I close my eyes

I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go because it's you

I'm walking through our memories
Tears well up in my heart
What should I do?
I even long for you in my dreams

Look at me like the stars in the sky
Can't you be the one in my heart

(BOF.....)

ketagih

ari tu aku pnh siarkn cerita addicted aku kt fb...
tp nie cite lain plak...
even addicted=ketagih sm..
tp bg aku lain..
ahahah~~pe la bezanya..=p

nie bkn psl aku ketagih gam ke dadah ke pil2 ke..
ishk2....x main r sume tu...
HARAM tau!!

n pe yg aku tulis nie gak
bkn ketagih psl fb...game...anime...bla bla bla....
n sewaktu dgnnya...
biase je sume tu

hmm...ketagih yg aku mksdkn nie...
bahaya ckit...
n pastinya korg xkn percaya...
hohoh
ops!! ha!! korg msti dh fikir psl tut~~ kn??
ops!! mak x main la bnde2 tu...
auw~~
eh2...lain plak jdnya...

ok2...seyes nie...
ketagihan yg aku mksdkn adalah...
jeng..jeng..jeng....
PANADOL!

terkejut beruk x??
ahhaahha~~
aku sendiri pun x sngka...
msti korg tertanya2...
cmne n bagaimana....kn2??

hmm....
aku tau x sume tau yg aku nie sakit sejak kecil lg...
dlm umur 5 thn aku operation...
sakit pe?
hmm...secret!
huhuhu
nnti2 la aku cite ye...
kang xde cite plak aku nie

ok..fokus!
bila aku sakit....
time aku kecik2 dulu slalu je demam...selesema...
mmg x sihat la....
bdn2 aku lemah...
adoh!! mcm2 ubat gak doktor bg kt aku...
~~ksh aku bermulanya d situ...
tp..x ketagih lg cz x pandai mkn pil2...

time aku skolah menengah...
aku dh pandai dh mkn + telan panadol...ubat flu n sewaktu dgnnya...
tp..tu time aku sakit je tau...
ok...i skip diz cite ckit ye...
x nk la cite pjg2..
kn bosan plak org nk bc...

paling obvious aku start ketagih panadol
is wen i'm in lower 6..
time tu...bdn panas ckit je
aku trus mkn ubat..
hidung aku berair ckit je pun aku truz mkn ubat..
ubat pe??panadol la jwbnye..
waktu tu aku hanya fikirkn nk kurangkn skt je...
yela..~~dh msk form 6..kena jg kesihatan
naik je upper 6...ketagihan aku nie melampau2...
~~sumtimes aku overdose tau...
dlm 1 ari aku blh ambik 6-8 biji...
heeeeeeee~~~;((
x percaye??
percayalah~~~

actually...aku x perasan yg aku tiap2 pg n tiap2 mlm aku mkn panadol
tkt jth skt punya psl la...
huhu
2 biji pg..
2 biji mlm...
= 4 biji sehari...
kdg2 tgh ari @ petg pun aku mkn
kalu tiap2 ari..x dgn 2 thn berturut2
haish~~~ byk tu.....korg kira la sendiri..

teruk kn aku nie....
even aku kt U pun aku msh ambil panadol tu...
tp dh kurang la...
x mcm dulu2 lg...
tp still ketagih
(TT)

nw....
aku dh pandai control ketagihan aku tu
x teruk mcm dulu
kang msk hospital..
sape nk tanggung??
family aku gak...~~
kesian kt diorg nnti..
nnti diorg ckp aku nk bunuh diri la plak..
haish!!
choi2!!

oh ya! kalu nk tau
dlm beg aku nie..
x sah kalu xde panadol
pg mane2 pun msti ade 1 paket
kalu xde pun snggup p turun bli kt kedai yg bertauliah
hahaha~~gila!

btw...time aku tension2 pun aku akn mkn panadol gak..
perlu ke x perlu ke..
aku mkn je...
jnji blh ilangkan tension aku..
oh! indhnya dunia...~~itu yg aku rs actually

side effect drpd mkn panadol...
hmm...kdg2 active sgt..mmg active pun~~
n terlebih active
smpai skarang still active
hahahah~~phm2 je la
pastu....otak aku blur2...
a bit pelupa...
gila...~~x btol ckit
seyes!!
itu yg aku alami sejak pengambilan panacdol beramai2...
ops! byk2 la...
1 lg effect...
time aku btol2 skt...
panadol pun x blh nk tlg aku...
dh IMMUNE dgn panadol
mana xnya...
ari2 aku mkn...
ishk2...nk x nk kena inject jgak..
ha! kalu psl inject...i ade cite lain plak...
wait n read la nnti....=p

n sampai skarang effect tu msh melekat lg kt aku..
x hilang2 lg..
tu pun kalu korg perasan yg aku ada simptom spt d ats

apa2pun...
JGN TIRU MCM SY YE!!
x baik ambik byk2....
i mean hari2 pun x blh..
ambik hanya perlu je...
ikut arahan doktor...
ok?
anda phm?
bgs!!

hmm...bkn pe..
aku jz nk share
bkn nk memburukkn diri @
nk menjahanamkn diri dgn brita2 hangat nie
jz nk pberpesan...
x elok ambik pil...
x ksh la pil pe..
jnji nmnya pil...
mksd aku....
follow wat doctor's said..
not wat urself said...
x elok tau
tkt nnti jd mcm sy..
nie pun bru sedar.....~~a bit too late ri8? =(
mula2 ckit...lame2 jd bukit

p/s: jika terdpt simptom spt di atas..
cpt2 la kurangkn pengambilan pil2
kalu x...korg akn jd mcm nie...

JAGALAH KESIHATAN ANDA!

chao!

memori

aku tgh mencari gmbr2 hilary duff dlm albumku
sdg aku membelek2 album di atas meja...
aku terlihat...aku terpandang...
3 keping gmbr yg msh ku simpan...
spttnya aku buang @ bakar gmbr itu...
tp...
hati aku tetap membiarkan gmbr itu d situ...

terasa sebak...sedih....kecewa....pilu
sume perasaan aku bercmpur baur
hanya kerana sekeping foto...
damn!

dlm pd itu otakku ligat memutar balikkan memori yg tlh lame aku simpankn
nun jauh d blakang..........
namun...sumanya kembali 1 persatu

argh!!
bencinya aku dgn perasaan aku nie..
ishk2....main2 plak ko dgn aku nie ye...
kata hatiku...
tgnku plak asyik gatal membelek gmbr2 tersebut
aduh!!!
shooo..shoo...
pergi!!!

ksh aku & dia telah lama berlaku...
skarang dh 5 thn berlalu...
eh??5 thn dh....
cptnya masa berlalu....
x kusangka n ku duga
betapa sengajanya aku melupakan apa yg telah terjadi

mshku ingt lg...
betapa rapatnya kami...
n betapa slg suka-menyukai ant 1 sm lain...
tp..dia x mengaku...
aku tau!
rakan2 ku pun tau...
dia malu je...
huhuhu

dia pada ketika itu
sdg main tarik tali dgn aku...
mksd aku...
dia nk kn aku...tp...dia x nk kn aku..
hah!! mcm mana tu..??
korg phm2 je la...
smpaikan aku pernah bbrp kali menagis kerana dia...
*sigh*

yg plg aku ingati adalah...
pd bln puasa...tiap2 pg dia bgnkn aku utk bersahur...
betapa tersentuhnya aku dgn sikap dia yg caring..
haha~~pelik kn!

ku sangka panas hingga ke ptg..
rupa2nya hujan smpai keesokkn pgnya...=(
dia memberi kata2 putus
aku sungguh kecewa...sedih...
tp..ku pujukan diriku dgn mengatakan...
KAMI MMG TIADA JODOH...
mungkin itu sudah takdirnya

selepas dgr keputusan itu...
aku berubah dgn drastik sekali...
sudah 2-3 org lelaki aku mainkan..
betapa sakitnya hati aku dgn seorg LELAKI
termasuklah kawanku sendiri..
kejamkn aku nie?!
jahatkn aku nie?!

betul jgak kata pepatah...
kerana nila setitik...habis susu sebelanga...

hmm...
baru2 nie jgak aku terserempak dgn dia...
itupun...seimbas lalu..
dia hanya lalu dpn aku...
aku msh dlm keadaan terkejut....
dr segi luaran..mmg byk berubah...
n tertulah dlmn juga...fikirku..

setelah ku sedar kembali ke alam nyata...alam realiti
yg bernama hidup..
aku dgn serta merta nya terus menutup pintu hati aku nie...
wlaupun ramai yg dtg...
tp...x ku undang n x ku terima...
wlaupun pernah sekali dua aku jatuh...
tp...aku x jatuh sedlm2nya...
kerana msh takut disakiti lg....

sehingga kini...
aku msh menutup pintu hati aku...
aku dh set kn mind aku utk x menerima sapa2 lg
melainkan yg benar2 jujur,ikhlas,sanggup utk menerima CINTAKU...
& bukan utk dipersendakan sprt sesetgh org...

petikan dr cerita "SYURGA CINTA"

'jika seseorg itu hadir dlm hidup sy...dan menjdi sbhgn hidup sy
tp..ada sbb2 tertentu dia terpaksa pergi...
jgn terlalu sedih..terimalah kenyataan itu..
sekurang2nya dia pernah membahagiakan sy..
jd sy redha'

'cinta dihati sy hanya utk org yg benar2 ikhlas mengenali sy..
BUKAN UTK DIPERSENDAKAN'

but the best word frm this movie...my fav part::~~

'kadang2 Allah sembuyikan matahari
Dia dtgkn petir dan kilat...
kita tertanya2..ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa2nya Allah memberikan kita pelangi..'

anyway...i oredi move on
even though msh ada saki baki dlm memoriku ini...
terima kasih byk2 ku ucapkan kepadamu...
kerana sudi singgah walaupun sekejap d ati aku ini..
^__^

as a conclusion...
jodoh n maut sumanya di tgn Allah swt..
kita sbg manusia hanya mampu merancang...
redha n bersyukur dgn apa yg diberikan..
wasalam...

p/s: jikalau korg perasan lirik lagu yg aku mainkan kt blog ini..
mmg kena kn dgn topik aku...??
renung2kn...=P