Saturday, December 31, 2011

2012 ;)


hello 2012...
goddbye 2011...

^____^

2011 merupakan jatuh dan bgn aku dlm kerjaya
kdg2 aku berada di atas..
kdg2 aku jatuh tersungkur sehinggakan aku xdpt bgn lg..
tp alhamdulilah..
dlm aku jatuh itu...
tdpt juga insan2 msh setia bersamaku
terutamanya drpd-NYA dan jg 'dia'
tq soo much...
spjg 2011 jg...
byk mngajar aku erti kehidupan yg baru bg aku
antaranya...:-

1. Before you talk, listen. Before you react, think. Before you criticize, wait. Before you pray, forgive. Before you quit, try

2. Throughout Life : I've loved, I've lied, I've hurt, I've lost, I've missed, I've trusted, I've made mistakes. but most of all I've learned.

3. To avoid criticism say nothing, do nothing, be nothing

di tahun baru nie...
aku tlh menyenaraikan azam2 thn baru aku...
ehhehe

1. buy a car
2. kumpul duit
3. g vacation-sabah @ bandung @ sngapore...(dkt2 je =))
4. spend more time with him ;)
5. shopping!
6. byr ptptn
7. improve in my career..(need to work smart ;))

i welcome u 2012...
tutup buku lama....simpankan kenangan, jgn dbuang kenangn itu wpun pahit...
buka buku baru...hiasilah dgn sebaik2ny dgn kenangan yg lbh baik n terindh drpd sblm ini...

wish all my family,frens & students...oso "him" a very2 epi new year...

love,
nieyna

^__^

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

never ending story

when the sun rises in the east
our lives begin...
love starts when two eyes met
love starts when beast begin to pound
love even starts at first sight
life goes on...

life is very unique
with their ups and downs
love makes happiness
....sometimes sadness
life can be boring....but
....it's us to color it
....and make it so meaningful

in another life...
in another place...
love makes someone feel needed
love makes someone feel comfy

....in order at least to feel comfortable
love turn the world around
even so...
love is the precious thing in the world!

Friday, June 3, 2011

nyeruan

assalamualikum....

alkisah.....

korg nk tau mksd perkataan tersebut??
korg kena bc dulu kisah aku d bwh nie....

once upon a time...
during 'ngabang' gawai time...
(ngabang=menziarah)
time tu dlm kol 4pm cmtu la
aku smpai je kat umah
my mum bgtau ade 'org' nk dtg...
kakak bwk....
dia mntk teman pg supermarket jap
aku pun teman je tanpa byk soal

pastu smpai je umah...
aku tlg mak sedia ape2 yg patut..
pastu mak ckp...
cukup ke mknn nie sume??
usu+ mamak (pnggln aunty aku) dtg jgak nnti...
aku ckp x cukup...
tambah lg la ingredient...

time tu pun x byk soal...
tp...aku berfikir...
nie nk party ke ape nie sampai pnggl aunty2 aku dtg skali...
sdgkn 'kwn' kakak aku yg nk dtg..
pe kena mengena ngn aunty aku...

kol 7pm++...
aunty2 + kazen aku dtg...
aku plak x mandi+x kemas diri lg sdgkn tetamu sume dh dtg...
aku msk bilik bwk skali kazen aku masuk..
aku pun tanye...

pe kes nie???(mmg blurrrr waktu tu =__=)
kazen aku pun pelik..
xkn aku pun x tau...~~huhuhu
pastu dia bukak la cite 1 persatu...

oooooooooooooooo.....
ade org dtg nk merisik+meminang kakak aku....
BLH PLAK USU+KAZEN AKU INGT ORG NK MERISIK AKU...
pe kejadahnyeeee aku lak yg kena???
hahahahaha
nsb bkn aku....=p

keesokkn harinya (semlm)
my mum ckp...
aku nk mintak duit rm5000 dr pihak laki...
mak ai...
byknyeeeee.....tp biasela tu...
den dia ckp lg...
nsb baik 'dia' 2nd hand...
kalu 1st hand mmg mintak rm10000...
lgpun 'dia' ade diploma....
mak ai...!!!
makin up lak....

pastu sj je nk tanye...
kalu 1st hand ade degree cmne lak??
(mksdnye aku la tu)
.....mak tibe2 diam...
fuh!!! confirm x terhitung duitnye...
hohohoh~~~kaye2...!!
hahahahaha......=p

so...
sape2 yg nk kawen ngn aku...
ready je duit yg byk.....
hahahaha

dh dpt teka mksd perkataan topik kali nie???

renung2kan...& slamat beramal...
peace!
wasalam....

^____^

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

aku fobia/ allergic......

assalamualaikum.....

perkara2 yg aku......:

......spider
......anjing---> pernah kena kejar
......pompuan gedik
......pengotor
......perokok
......org yg suke menyumpah2
......org yg degil
......fesyen yg pelik2
......coffee
......perisa mint
......xda duit
......org yg x mesra alam
......pembuang sampah merata2
......org yg sombong
......org yg sering berckp ttg hal sendri
......org yg busybody
......lipan,lipas
......durian
......petai
......nyamuk
......meja @ rumah yg x kemas
......org pemalas
......org yg lembap
......org yg berlagak pandai
......ibu ayam
......bapa ayam



huish...byk lg yg aku fobia @ allergic...
sapa2 yg ada ciri2 spt di atas...
phm2 je la ye...
saya xkn layan.....

sekian trime kasih....

wassalam....

Sunday, May 8, 2011

kisah kunci

kunci?
ape kisah kunci nie...?
kunci ape?
kunci rumah?
kunci kereta?
kunci pintu?
kunci yg berkunci?



pelik...
apesal aku tibe2 nk buat kisah kunci nie??
=___+
hahah~~~aku pun x tau...

eh2~~~
mmg pun aku nk buat kisah kunci nie...
kunci segala2 kunci...
kaum kerabat kunci...
uiks...mengarut!
=p

ok2...
hmmm....

family aku nie slalu mengamalkan budaya barat...
eh..jgn slh sngka...bkn yg bertentangn dgn agama islam la..
apala....korg jgn fikir yg bkn2....
nie nk cite psl kunci nie...
x tau la kalu korg pernah dgr ke x....
n x tau la kalu korg mengamalkan ke x...
tp...kisah kunci nie...
x slalu dibuat..
skali seumur hidup...
bkn nk membanggakan dgn mengatakan yg aku nie berketurunan...tut!
x...x...!!
tidak sm skali!

ishk2...pjg gak mukadimah aku nie...
x start lg cite aku nie...
kisah kunci....
hmm...kunci o kunci...
uik...~~still x start lg nie...
brape kali dh...


=__=

dlm budaya omputih....
stp kali anak dara diorg mencecah umur 21 thn..
diorg akan diberi kunci..
x kira la besar ke kecik ke...apa2 je la..
yg melambangkan kunci...
nk tau kenape perempuan sj?
n ape mksd kunci??
n kenpae umur 21...bkn 16....bkn 18 bkn 19...n bkn 20???

1. kenape perempuan sj...??
yela~~~perempuan nie kena dijaga betol2...
bile dh confiden nk lps anak pompuan pergi....
baru blh lps....

2. mksd kunci adalah kebebasan=FREEDOM!...
itu je mksd kunci tue...

3.21 kira mcm dh matang....
wpun dkt negara omputih 18 dh dikira matang...
tp...yg sbnrnye...btol2 matang adalah 21...
=)

kisah kunci dlm family aku...
my grandma n grandpa bg kunci kat aunty aku n mak aku....
diorg mmg kira 'bebas' utk lakukan sesuatu...
pastu diturunkan kpd kami...

yg dpt hanya kazen aku yg sorg tu..n kakak aku...
aku n kazen aku yg sorg lg xdpt...
tp kazen aku dpt loket love...

yg aku pelik...nape aku x dpt..?
umur aku dh nk 24 dh nie...
kalu dpt pun...xde guna dh...
cz msti umur 21...

aku pun fikir punya fikir...
oh.....betapa mak aku x nk 'lepaskan' aku
aku nie msh dlm 'tanggungan' mak aku....
patutlah aku nie x brape nk 'bebas'....
huhuhu~~~
=(

hmm....~~
x kisahlah dpt ke x...
janji aku bahagia....
tol x?

tajuk entry nie aku fikir cz td ada gathering kt umah nenek aku...
terbukak la kisah yg x brape sedap utk didedahkan kat mana2 media..
family + personal proba la tu~~~*__*
ada gak kisah kunci nie terlibat sama dlm kes nie...
sbb itula aku nk buat entry nie...
heeeee..........

smbg balik kisah kunci...
selain kunci..
parents blh bg loket bentuk love...
'love' bermksd dkt d ati....~~~
blh bebas tp dkt d ati....

tue la...
aku dh ckp..
msti korg x tau punye...
hehehe....~~~
dlm budaya melayu...
mmg xde bnde2 cmnie...
tp x tau la kalu korg pernah dgr ke x....

so....
bila dpt kunci tue...
pandai2 la sendiri ye....
jgn bebas sgt....


SMILE!

^____^

p/s: x nk kunci....
nk kunci kereta + kunci rumah gak..=p

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

oh tidak!!!

tiiiiiiiiiiiiidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ishk2...
hancur luluh perasaan aku tgk 'dia' kawen...
huhuhu.....~~sedih2....
melepas lg la aku nie...
yg lain plak sume dh bertunang...
x lame lg diorg nk kawen...
waaaaa~~ =((
frust giler!

ops~~
ha....pe yg korg fikir tu??
msti korg tertanya2 kn....?

hmmm...
aku nie frust cz prince william kawen ngn kate...
huahuahuahauahuah~~~~
kecik2 dulu...
aku minat giler ngn will nie...
hehehe~~
dia comel,hensem....
royalty plak tu....
sape yg x nk....kn???
hahahaha~~
angan2....





bertuah sungguh kate dpt will...
mcm mane ek dia tackle...?
nk blaja ckit...~=p
tet~~~

aku sempat tgk yyg x 'live' punye...
cz biasela...
aku kn keje time tue....
xde tv kt ofis...
ceh!
nie nk komen psl wed diorg nie...
(mcm reporter plak)

1. adoi! mcm2 fesyen topi yg vip n vvip gayakan
yg plg x suke tgk...princess eugine n beatrice...
princess eugine pakai topi yg ada reben besar...
(aku tgk mcm tanduk lembu je...)
princess beatrice plak...ishk2....
x kena langsung kaler baju+topi dia...
ape kes la diorg 2 nie??
diorg dikategorikan sbg org yg plg kuat 'berfesyen'...
adoi!! tgk pic diorg time pre-wed...
mmg stunning giler! tp...
bile time wed...adoh!! hancus!!
victoria plak...hmm..no comment..
simple....tp mmg elegant! =)
queen elizabeth...fuyooo! kaler kuning...
mmg elegant n mmg ada ciri2 queen...=)
hehehe~~~
mak kate plak...nice...! dprd camilla...
camilla agak...tut!~~~(maaf xdpt disiarkn)

2. fuyoooo...sweet giler aku tgk bile part diorg say 'i do'...
awwww!!! sooooo sweet......
aku nk gak!!!
ahahahhaha~~~~

3. aduh! lame giler event wed diorg...
terngantuk2 aku tggu...
=___=

4. ...............

tu je kot...
ahhahaha~~~

p/s: congratz to both of u!!
^____^

aku nk kawen mcm diorg gak..ahhahaha

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

1 week...

aku baru seminggu keje jd lecturer...
sume student2 ku yg tersyg aku dh jmpe...
mcm2 ragam + cara mereka present kn...
adoh!
hehehehe~~
ada yg dpt aku kontrol
n ada yg aku xdpt nk kontrol...
yg senior seyes...
yg junior half2 seyes....

siape ckp jd pensyarah/cikgu itu keje sng??
fuh!!!
nie experience aku yg pertama
n aku ada cr aku yg tersendiri..
aku cuba belajar bersbr...
wpun aku kdg2 naik angin bile tgk diorg x fokus...

ishk2...biasela...
aku pun cmtue jgak...
hampeh!
ahhaahha~~~

so far..everythings ok...~~
n i think...
i STILL SHOCK dgn pembelajaran n pelajaran....
aku mmg nmpk kelam kabut+neves..
ishk2...x ptt kn??

n aku still nk menyesuaikn diri kt cnie....
pelik kn?
padahal aku yg 'plg' senang nk adapt...

hmm...mmg lain rsnye bile dh keje btol2...
so...hope i can stay longer...
amin!

p/s: aku makin lame makin suke mengajar nie....
hehehe

^___^

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

new job

ishk2....dh lme plak aku tgglkn bnde alah nie...
kesian dia x d update2 smpai skarang...
huhuhu...al-maklumlah....xde idea...
hohoho~~

i nie nk share2 ngn korg...
i dpt keje dh...yippi!
keje pe?
hmm...i jd lecturer kt private college...
nm college SATT college
lecturer hotel mgt (DHOS)

aku diberi tanggungjwb utk mengajar 4 subject
1.FO
2.HK
3.Introduction to the hospitality industry
4.Hospitality Marketing

fuh!!
mmg gempak r...

ari isnin yg lps...4/4/2011
my first day...first class...n first batch of student..
nsb baik bdk bru masuk..sem 1..
kalu x..nk 'enjen' pun ssh...
ahahaha...~~phm2 je la..

ishk2...
student aku tu plak..MMG nakal!!!
hahaha~~
aku pun jd gile mcm diorg...
tp..bile time buat keje..respect r! mmg buat btol2..
hehehe~~~
pastu...punctual!
takut jgak diorg ngn aku slps di 'WARNING'
ahahahah~~lawak2....
bgs! alhmdulillah...

bkn main lg bdn aku menggeletar time nk masuk n nk tulis..
ishk....diorg sempat kacau aku...
control abz la aku time tue....
lame2 sume ok...
ahahha~~

lme2 nnti aku dpt biasakan diri kt cnie...
tp...fuyoo!! bdk2 cnie mmg pandang aku semacam je...
mcm aku nie alien dr planet mane enth..
aku pun x tahu...
ahahahah~~~

anyway...aku hepi sgt dgn keje aku nie..
bz mmg bz...x dinafikan
tp x tension n aku enjoy...
lbh2 lg jmpe ngn student2 aku yg gile2...

^___^

Saturday, February 12, 2011

terasa rasa.....

entry aku yg lepas
aku nk skip kejap...
lmbt lg nmpknya aku nk buat entry psl tu..
sori la ye...

ri nie dh msk bulan feb...
cpt ms berlalu...
hmm...
dlm bulan 2 nie..
2 org kwn aku
kwn rapat aku bertunang
TAHNIAH!!!
erin + ain...
aku gembira sgt2...
sori la coz x dpt hadir..
masa tlh mengambil ms aku...
wpun aku btol2 ingin berada di sana...=((
tp..xpe...
time korg kawen aku dtg ye..
=))
x sbr...
hehe

actually kn..
aku terasa + berasa jeles sgt2..
yela..hajat diorg dh smpai..
aku bila lg??
huhu...~~
soalan cepu yg x emasnye asyik bermain d fikiranku..

hmm...aku sering mengingatkn diri aku supaya x terburu2...
yela..mcm la aku ada CALON..
huahahaua~~~
keje pun x tetap lg...
kete xde...umah sendrian berhad pun xde..
x nk r dulu...
~~~

tp...
aku sbnrnye rs jeles..
a bit sunyi..bila mengenangkn diorg
eh...korg phm ke mksd aku??
lu fikirlah sendri ye...
huhuhu...

nvr mind la...
xde jodoh lg...
xpe2...

haha~~
itulah yg aku rs sekarang...
x ksh lh..
jnji aku epi..
ri8??
daa...~~

p/s: aku tgh tggu game barcelona nie....
nk tgk boyfriends aku main..
hahhaha~~~
^__^

Friday, February 4, 2011

next

hi u ols....
ape khbr??
uik...dh mcm 'mak' dh aku nie...
auww~~
ops! sori...

topik aku kali nie psl NEXT...
next tu ape??
next tu next la...
pe lg...
ahahah~~
ehem!
hehe

actually...i nk share ngn u ols nie ttg my personal collections
nk tau pe bende2 nye??
tungguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~

aku nie x mcm org lain...
mksd aku...personal collections yg aku ada nie xla exclusive mcm org lain..
xla mhl2..
juz for my hobbies..u knw...~~
ala...biase2 je...

nie sedikit sbyk fakta2 ttg collections aku nie
aku bli brg2 nie sume sbb aku minat + sukeeee sgt ngn bnde2 cmtu...
like dey said...i'm very2 fashionable gurl...
ha!! dh bg clue tue...hahaha
korg tau2 la pe bnde...
n maybe...maybe la kot..
x sangka aku 'spend' byk duit utk brg2 cmnie...
n skarang x tau mane nk ltk sume brg2 nie..
ahaha~~penuuh bilik aku...
tau la..membazir tu amalan syaitan..
tp nk buat cmne kn...?
dh hobby aku...

dh dpt agak dh pe bndenye??
bgs2!!!
advance sungguh korg nie....
hahhaha~jeles i...u knw...

td aku dh bg clue...
nie nk bg hint ckit..
ckit je tau...
eh?pe beza hint ngn clue..??
ala...sm je...

next hint:

SHOPAHOLIC!

bg yg tau...
korg tau la cmne aku spend kn??
bg yg x tau...
xyah tanye la... pa2 pun tgguuuuuu!!

chao!

tet~~~

Thursday, February 3, 2011

rabbit's year

3hb feb 2011
yay! its RABBIT year
oh yea! my year...
i born in the year of rabbit..
not only me..
but also for those who born in the year 1963,1975,1987 & 1999


The Rabbit

Rabbits are private individuals, a bit introverted and withdrawn. People e born into this sign would rather work behind-the-scenes instead of being the center of attention in any situation. Do not misunderstand…the Rabbit is not a recluse. In fact, he is a reasonably friendly individual who enjoys the company of a group of good friends whether at a business dinner or a holiday party. Rabbits just like to be a part of the gang as opposed to the leader of it.

Years of the Rabbit

Rabbit Years are fourth in the cycle, following Tiger Years, and recur every twelfth year. The Chinese New Year does not fall on a specific date, so it is essential to check the calendar to find the exact date on which each Rabbit Year actually begins.

THE SIGN OF THE RABBIT

Rabbits, like their animal counterparts, are quite calm people who do not exhibit aggressive behavior and will avoid confrontation at all costs. When angry about something, a Rabbit will approach it calmly and considerately, hardly ever raising his voice or becoming visibly annoyed. Because of their serenity, Rabbits seem to miss things, whether they are confrontational in nature or not. However, the Rabbit is quite keen and pays close attention to the situations developing around him. He is intelligent and quick and can talk himself in or out of most situations with no problem.

The Chinese Rabbit is one of the most stylish creatures of the Chinese Animal Signs and finds interest in different cultures. He is classy and sophisticated, and can be found adorning one of the latest fashion magazine cover looks. Rabbits also like artistic ventures, such as painting and music and are generally quite present in these worlds. They love top express themselves, which is evident when joining them at home for a function or a cup of coffee.

RABBIT FACTS:

People born in the Year of the Rabbit share certain characteristics. The Rabbit Sign is an abbreviated way of characterizing that individual’s personality. Following are features associated with the Sign of the Rabbit.

sign-peace!

CHARCTERISTICS

Keen, Wise, Fragile, Tranquil, Serene, Considerate, Fashionable, Sneaky, Obsessive

IN YOUR ELEMENT

The characteristics of the Rabbit are tempered by one of the five Chinese elements of Metal, Water, Wood, Fire and Earth overlaying a 5-year cycle of characteristics on the original 12-year cycle.

THE FIRE RABBIT 1927 AND 1987

Fire adds an unspoken magnetism and mystery to the Rabbit. These creatures have a burning desire to get out there and live life to its fullest. They are active and adventurous and love anything that sparks their creativity or curiosity. They can throw tantrums here and there, if provoked, but most of the time they work very hard to avoid conflict or unpleasant confrontations. Fire Rabbits are charming and tend to push their emotions into the backs of their minds, but will speak up if necessary.

HEALTH AND HABITAT

HEALTH

Rabbits are apt to be sensitive to ailments and to have bad allergies. Stress or conflict will detriment the Rabbit’s health. Exercise could take off unnecessary stress and strengthen the Rabbit’s physical condition, but he tends not to work out regularly. Rabbits have to learn to incorporate more action into their everyday routines.

AT HOME WITH THE RABBIT

A Rabbit will become depressed and withdrawn if his home does not consist of beautiful possessions that make him comfortable. They are extremely organized and the best way to throw a Rabbit off is to remove something from its sitting place. They are so orderly and their homes and offices so clutter-free that it is sometimes a point of humor with their friends. Rabbits are modest in their decorating choices and choose different shades of green such as sages and turquoises.

CAREER AND FINANCE

THE RABBIT ON THE JOB

Rabbits have really good communication skills and are best utilized in positions of management. They make great teachers and PR people because they are so diplomatic and well-organized. Even so, they can also make great painters or musicians due to their sense of beauty and their love of creativity.

MONEY AND THE RABBIT

Rabbit people are usually relatively careful when it comes to their finances. And that lucky rabbit foot didn’t just come out of nowhere…Rabbits are pretty lucky folks! They use much of their money for possessions such as their homes, cars or furniture. They would rather invest their money in gadgets and things than in the stock market. They love hunting for antiques, arts and crafts and will tend to make sound investments in these types of things.

RABBIT CAREERS

Those born in the Year of the Rabbit share the same kinds of goals and objectives in life. The occupations best suited for the Rabbit are listed below:

LIKES AND DISLIKES

Since Rabbits are born under the same Animal Sign, they often share likes and dislikes. Following are similar likes and dislikes of the Rabbit personality.

Color Preference: Pale Green

Gems and Stones:Crystal, Emerald, Pearl

Suitable Gifts: Tapestry kit, CD, fine wine, easel, lyrics book

Hobbies and Pastimes: Writing poetry, hiking, planting gardens and trees, chatting with friends

Rabbits Dislike: Touchy-feely people, abrupt curves in their routines, disorganization

THE RABBIT ON VACATION

Rabbits love to indulge in different cultures and spend a lot of their lifetimes trying to find inner peace. Sensitive and careful by nature they would be just as happy shopping for hidden treasures at the local flea market or yard sale to display in their delicately decorated homes. Rabbits tend to want to travel to traditional places such as Europe and Asia when they have time off. In addition, taking a course to release their creative energies such as photography or instrument lessons would make the Rabbit feel well-rounded and accomplished.

FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Rabbits, although outgoing, are definitely not the leaders of the pack or the spotlight thieves. They like to be associated with a group or a club, where they find comfort in the company of others. Rabbits just happen to be low-profile people. Perhaps this is because they tend to be rather picky about who they pal around with. Rabbits love their friends and offer them all a warm refuge and a sympathetic shoulder to cry on. They enjoy catching up and hanging out more than anything.


Compatible Friends

Best Friends: Sheep and Pigs

Mortal Enemy: Roosters

Rabbits with Under the same roof Compatibility Rating

Rat a bit of incongruity **

Ox pretty supportive **

Tiger conflicting views **

Rabbit very well-established ****

Dragon creativity thrives ***

Snake a solid, affectionate relationship ****

Horse not much communication *

Sheep easygoing ****

Monkey a bit of restlessness ***

Rooster argument-prone *

Dog a deep commitment ***

Pig stable and loving ****

*uphill struggle **some complications ***easy bonding ****on the same wavelength

Lovers and spouses

THE RABBIT LOVER

The Rabbit lover would never dream of wearing his heart on his sleeve. The Rabbit seems aloof, yet underneath is sensual and loving - a tough facade protects a tender interior. Rabbit folk are romantic yet realistic, generous yet mercenary. Rabbits are strongly Yin and, whether male or female, are in tune with the feminine part of their psyche. Their mothering instinct compels them to nurture others, and they have an innate love of home and family.

MARRIAGE

Rabbits are easily moved to tears through words, thoughts and actions. They are deeply sensitive people who shun conflict. Rabbits tend to be a little moody and are sometimes influenced by the friends they have. Despite their cool exterior, they have a reputation for being very sexual and intimate beings. Although they may go a little crazy in their youth, they will commit themselves readily to a partner for life.


THE RABBIT LOVE PARTNER

The Rabbit needs a partner who is affectionate and loving and who will pamper his mate a bit. A partner who shares the style and suave of the Rabbit will make a good lover for him as well. Chinese horoscopes are very specific about which partnerships have the potential to be successful in love and in business. Yet, though destiny can pint us in the right direction, we must still make all efforts to maintain loving relationships. Following is a brief description of how a Rabbit will affect a relationship with other Animal Signs.

EAST MEETS WEST

ARIES RABBIT

These people need their own space and will utilize their ambitious natures by changing career patterns and personal paths throughout their lives. They need to be in motion and motivate themselves through change.

TAUREAN RABBIT

These Rabbits measure their success in the acquisitions they have made. They like the stability and comfort of nice things and work hard to provide these luxuries to themselves and their families.

GEMINI RABBIT

These people love to talk and actually, unlike most Rabbits, like to be the center of attention. They make great friends and find talking stimulates them.

CANCERIAN RABBIT

These Rabbits find themselves in a tight relationship with their mothers. They are deeply sensitive individuals who are most at ease in the comforts of their own home.

LEONINE RABBIT

These people are extremely popular with others, partly due to their suave natures. They are outgoing, yet conditioned, and are one of the most confident of these combinations.

VIRGO RABBIT

These Rabbits are incredibly and almost annoyingly organized. They can be seen as anal, but trust they will never lose anything and will finish most nay project they start. They are a bit fussy about their neatness, but are some of the most efficient people you will ever meet.

LIBRAN RABBIT

Libran Rabbits are quite the sophisticated breed and love to be in the midst of a social situation. They play the part of the socially-aware quite convincingly.

SCORPIO RABBIT

These Rabbits are demure, and you never quite know what they’ll do next. They are creative and open-minded and you can find most working in the arts. Although they are relatively stand-offish at times, they carry with them a depth of character unbeknownst to most people.

SAGITTARIAN RABBIT

These are probably the most open-minded of the Rabbits finding comfort in just relaxing at home. They don’t get caught up in the sensitive characteristics of the normal Rabbit and would rather be a little less emotional and a lot more comfortable.

CAPRICORN RABBIT

These Rabbits thrive on promotions and raises at work. They work to see their efforts rewarded and take pride in their statuses and titles at work. They are loyal, handworkers, although not showy in their endeavors.

AQUARIAN RABBIT

These Rabbits love to learn new things and search for the answers to their own questions. They are gifted with imagination and determination. These individuals would rather be rich in knowledge than in possessions.

PISCEAN RABBIT

The Piscean Rabbit is quite a complex person. He is creative and will work best in relaxed, peaceful situations where his creativity can be explored and put to good measure.



taken frm: http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Rabbit.htm

n thnx to chocobeau for the web link...
=)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

starlight tears

The white starlight wraps around my tears
My tears fall against the warm breeze
Can you feel it?
The quiet trembling for you

I draw you on white paper
your warm smile envelopes me
Is this love?
I see you even when I close my eyes

I will be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I wont show my tears any longer
You let me know about this false love
I wont let go because it's you

I'm walking through our memories
Tears well up in my heart
What should I do?
I even long for you in my dreams

Look at me like the stars in the sky
Can't you be the one in my heart

(BOF.....)

ketagih

ari tu aku pnh siarkn cerita addicted aku kt fb...
tp nie cite lain plak...
even addicted=ketagih sm..
tp bg aku lain..
ahahah~~pe la bezanya..=p

nie bkn psl aku ketagih gam ke dadah ke pil2 ke..
ishk2....x main r sume tu...
HARAM tau!!

n pe yg aku tulis nie gak
bkn ketagih psl fb...game...anime...bla bla bla....
n sewaktu dgnnya...
biase je sume tu

hmm...ketagih yg aku mksdkn nie...
bahaya ckit...
n pastinya korg xkn percaya...
hohoh
ops!! ha!! korg msti dh fikir psl tut~~ kn??
ops!! mak x main la bnde2 tu...
auw~~
eh2...lain plak jdnya...

ok2...seyes nie...
ketagihan yg aku mksdkn adalah...
jeng..jeng..jeng....
PANADOL!


terkejut beruk x??
ahhaahha~~
aku sendiri pun x sngka...
msti korg tertanya2...
cmne n bagaimana....kn2??

hmm....
aku tau x sume tau yg aku nie sakit sejak kecil lg...
dlm umur 5 thn aku operation...
sakit pe?
hmm...secret!
huhuhu
nnti2 la aku cite ye...
kang xde cite plak aku nie

ok..fokus!
bila aku sakit....
time aku kecik2 dulu slalu je demam...selesema...
mmg x sihat la....
bdn2 aku lemah...
adoh!! mcm2 ubat gak doktor bg kt aku...
~~ksh aku bermulanya d situ...
tp..x ketagih lg cz x pandai mkn pil2...

time aku skolah menengah...
aku dh pandai dh mkn + telan panadol...ubat flu n sewaktu dgnnya...
tp..tu time aku sakit je tau...
ok...i skip diz cite ckit ye...
x nk la cite pjg2..
kn bosan plak org nk bc...

paling obvious aku start ketagih panadol
is wen i'm in lower 6..
time tu...bdn panas ckit je
aku trus mkn ubat..
hidung aku berair ckit je pun aku truz mkn ubat..
ubat pe??panadol la jwbnye..
waktu tu aku hanya fikirkn nk kurangkn skt je...
yela..~~dh msk form 6..kena jg kesihatan
naik je upper 6...ketagihan aku nie melampau2...
~~sumtimes aku overdose tau...
dlm 1 ari aku blh ambik 6-8 biji...
heeeeeeee~~~;((
x percaye??
percayalah~~~

actually...aku x perasan yg aku tiap2 pg n tiap2 mlm aku mkn panadol
tkt jth skt punya psl la...
huhu
2 biji pg..
2 biji mlm...
= 4 biji sehari...
kdg2 tgh ari @ petg pun aku mkn
kalu tiap2 ari..x dgn 2 thn berturut2
haish~~~ byk tu.....korg kira la sendiri..

teruk kn aku nie....
even aku kt U pun aku msh ambil panadol tu...
tp dh kurang la...
x mcm dulu2 lg...
tp still ketagih
(TT)

nw....
aku dh pandai control ketagihan aku tu
x teruk mcm dulu
kang msk hospital..
sape nk tanggung??
family aku gak...~~
kesian kt diorg nnti..
nnti diorg ckp aku nk bunuh diri la plak..
haish!!
choi2!!

oh ya! kalu nk tau
dlm beg aku nie..
x sah kalu xde panadol
pg mane2 pun msti ade 1 paket
kalu xde pun snggup p turun bli kt kedai yg bertauliah
hahaha~~gila!

btw...time aku tension2 pun aku akn mkn panadol gak..
perlu ke x perlu ke..
aku mkn je...
jnji blh ilangkan tension aku..
oh! indhnya dunia...~~itu yg aku rs actually

side effect drpd mkn panadol...
hmm...kdg2 active sgt..mmg active pun~~
n terlebih active
smpai skarang still active
hahahah~~phm2 je la
pastu....otak aku blur2...
a bit pelupa...
gila...~~x btol ckit
seyes!!
itu yg aku alami sejak pengambilan panacdol beramai2...
ops! byk2 la...
1 lg effect...
time aku btol2 skt...
panadol pun x blh nk tlg aku...
dh IMMUNE dgn panadol
mana xnya...
ari2 aku mkn...
ishk2...nk x nk kena inject jgak..
ha! kalu psl inject...i ade cite lain plak...
wait n read la nnti....=p

n sampai skarang effect tu msh melekat lg kt aku..
x hilang2 lg..
tu pun kalu korg perasan yg aku ada simptom spt d ats

apa2pun...
JGN TIRU MCM SY YE!!
x baik ambik byk2....
i mean hari2 pun x blh..
ambik hanya perlu je...
ikut arahan doktor...
ok?
anda phm?
bgs!!

hmm...bkn pe..
aku jz nk share
bkn nk memburukkn diri @
nk menjahanamkn diri dgn brita2 hangat nie
jz nk pberpesan...
x elok ambik pil...
x ksh la pil pe..
jnji nmnya pil...
mksd aku....
follow wat doctor's said..
not wat urself said...
x elok tau
tkt nnti jd mcm sy..
nie pun bru sedar.....~~a bit too late ri8? =(
mula2 ckit...lame2 jd bukit

p/s: jika terdpt simptom spt di atas..
cpt2 la kurangkn pengambilan pil2
kalu x...korg akn jd mcm nie...


JAGALAH KESIHATAN ANDA!

chao!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

memori


aku tgh mencari gmbr2 hilary duff dlm albumku
sdg aku membelek2 album di atas meja...
aku terlihat...aku terpandang...
3 keping gmbr yg msh ku simpan...
spttnya aku buang @ bakar gmbr itu...
tp...
hati aku tetap membiarkan gmbr itu d situ...

terasa sebak...sedih....kecewa....pilu
sume perasaan aku bercmpur baur
hanya kerana sekeping foto...
damn!

dlm pd itu otakku ligat memutar balikkan memori yg tlh lame aku simpankn
nun jauh d blakang..........
namun...sumanya kembali 1 persatu

argh!!
bencinya aku dgn perasaan aku nie..
ishk2....main2 plak ko dgn aku nie ye...
kata hatiku...
tgnku plak asyik gatal membelek gmbr2 tersebut
aduh!!!
shooo..shoo...
pergi!!!

ksh aku & dia telah lama berlaku...
skarang dh 5 thn berlalu...
eh??5 thn dh....
cptnya masa berlalu....
x kusangka n ku duga
betapa sengajanya aku melupakan apa yg telah terjadi

mshku ingt lg...
betapa rapatnya kami...
n betapa slg suka-menyukai ant 1 sm lain...
tp..dia x mengaku...
aku tau!
rakan2 ku pun tau...
dia malu je...
huhuhu

dia pada ketika itu
sdg main tarik tali dgn aku...
mksd aku...
dia nk kn aku...tp...dia x nk kn aku..
hah!! mcm mana tu..??
korg phm2 je la...
smpaikan aku pernah bbrp kali menagis kerana dia...
*sigh*

yg plg aku ingati adalah...
pd bln puasa...tiap2 pg dia bgnkn aku utk bersahur...
betapa tersentuhnya aku dgn sikap dia yg caring..
haha~~pelik kn!

ku sangka panas hingga ke ptg..
rupa2nya hujan smpai keesokkn pgnya...=(
dia memberi kata2 putus
aku sungguh kecewa...sedih...
tp..ku pujukan diriku dgn mengatakan...
KAMI MMG TIADA JODOH...
mungkin itu sudah takdirnya

selepas dgr keputusan itu...
aku berubah dgn drastik sekali...
sudah 2-3 org lelaki aku mainkan..
betapa sakitnya hati aku dgn seorg LELAKI
termasuklah kawanku sendiri..
kejamkn aku nie?!
jahatkn aku nie?!

betul jgak kata pepatah...
kerana nila setitik...habis susu sebelanga...

hmm...
baru2 nie jgak aku terserempak dgn dia...
itupun...seimbas lalu..
dia hanya lalu dpn aku...
aku msh dlm keadaan terkejut....
dr segi luaran..mmg byk berubah...
n tertulah dlmn juga...fikirku..

setelah ku sedar kembali ke alam nyata...alam realiti
yg bernama hidup..
aku dgn serta merta nya terus menutup pintu hati aku nie...
wlaupun ramai yg dtg...
tp...x ku undang n x ku terima...
wlaupun pernah sekali dua aku jatuh...
tp...aku x jatuh sedlm2nya...
kerana msh takut disakiti lg....

sehingga kini...
aku msh menutup pintu hati aku...
aku dh set kn mind aku utk x menerima sapa2 lg
melainkan yg benar2 jujur,ikhlas,sanggup utk menerima CINTAKU...
& bukan utk dipersendakan sprt sesetgh org...


petikan dr cerita "SYURGA CINTA"

'jika seseorg itu hadir dlm hidup sy...dan menjdi sbhgn hidup sy
tp..ada sbb2 tertentu dia terpaksa pergi...
jgn terlalu sedih..terimalah kenyataan itu..
sekurang2nya dia pernah membahagiakan sy..
jd sy redha'

'cinta dihati sy hanya utk org yg benar2 ikhlas mengenali sy..
BUKAN UTK DIPERSENDAKAN'

but the best word frm this movie...my fav part::~~

'kadang2 Allah sembuyikan matahari
Dia dtgkn petir dan kilat...
kita tertanya2..ke mana hilangnya matahari
rupa2nya Allah memberikan kita pelangi..'

anyway...i oredi move on
even though msh ada saki baki dlm memoriku ini...
terima kasih byk2 ku ucapkan kepadamu...
kerana sudi singgah walaupun sekejap d ati aku ini..
^__^

as a conclusion...
jodoh n maut sumanya di tgn Allah swt..
kita sbg manusia hanya mampu merancang...
redha n bersyukur dgn apa yg diberikan..
wasalam...



p/s: jikalau korg perasan lirik lagu yg aku mainkan kt blog ini..
mmg kena kn dgn topik aku...??
renung2kn...=P

Monday, January 31, 2011

diriku tapak sulaiman

Bagaikan diriku tapak sulaiman
Terdampar di pantai
Berlagu sepi
Rindu kan laut
Rindu kan hidup

Bagaikan diriku bintang berkelip
Dihujung angkasa
Bergelut sunyi
Rindukan malam
Rindukan teman

Bacalah kekasih
Bicara mata ini

(elyana, diriku tapak sulaiman)

dunia

blm lg hbs ksh perang d gaza n afghan...
dunia sekarang dkejutkn plh berita rusuhan d Mesir..
hal ini gara2 anti-pemerintahan presiden
presiden tersebut dkatakan bersekutu dgn america n israel..

aku membawa topik ini kerana
aku kesian n x smpai ati melihat penduduk d Mesir yg x berdosa
tmbhn pula terdapat rakyat malaysia di sana..
especially student2 yg menuntut

dlm buletin utama tv3 semalam
difahamkan bahawa kerajaan malaysia TIDAK akn membawa pulang rakyat2 malaysia
selagi kawasan tersebut tidak berada d tahap BAHAYA
buat masa sekarang berada d tahap berjaga2...

ramai pulak keluarga student2 meminta supaya kerajaan malaysia segera membawa pulang anak2 mereka n family2 mereka yg berda d sana
adoh!! sampai bila mereka hendak menunggu??
samapi keadaan menjadi teruk @ sampai ada yg maut baru nk terhegeh2 membawa pulang??
ishk2...jgnlh mcm tu
seluruh dunia telah menyaksikan betapa teruknya keadaan di sana
dgn balai polisnya d hijack,banduan2 pulak sume escape
kedai2 pulak dirompak...
lebih2 lg bekalan makanan xda...bkn kurang ye...TIADA!
yg lebih membimbangkan adalah keselamatan mereka di sana...
lebih2 lg pelajar2 perempuan yg kurang berdaya...
hanya mampu mengharapkan rakan2 lelaki mereka utk menjd 'PENGAWAL'
umah n mereka...
mcm mana mereka mahu selamatkn diri???
TELL ME!!

perkara ini telah dibangkitkan sendiri oleh pelajar2 malaysia yg menuntut di sana
mereka tiada hala tuju....n tiada jln lain
memandangkan perusuh2 anti-kerajaan menguasai jalanan...
bangunan n hampir seluruh tempat terjejas...
jikalau pun mereka dipindahkan ke negara jiran...
apa bezanya???
dgr khabarnya juga...
rusuhan tersebut telah merebak di negara jiran..iaitu jordan...
lgpun....lapangan terbang sudah mulai ditutup...
huh! makin susahlah.....
so....apakah jln penyelesaian yg ptt diambil??

kerajaan malaysia asyik dgn pilihan raya di Tenang, Johor...
mmg pilihan raya itu penting...
tidak dinafikan
demi kesejahteraan rakyat..
tp...please look forward...

tidak risau kah mereka dgn nsb2 saudara2 kita di sana??
tidak kesian kah??
jikalau pun tidak mempunyai saudara mara sendiri di sana...
ingat2 lah....saudara kita yg lain mempunya family di sana...
kita nie sbg seorang Islam..
wajib membantu saudara Islam kita yg lain...
bukan bermaksud utk mem-busy bodykn kite dlm hal2 politik negara lain..
tidak!!
sungguh cetek fikiranmu itu...
yg mana lbh pntg??
NYAWA @ POLITIK?
fikir2 kanlah....

hmmm......
aku di sini bukan hendak mengkritik siapa2...
cz aku bkn seorg PENGKRITIK N bkn seorg POLITIK...
sori ye kalu ade sape2 terasa....

tp di sini..aku menyeru agar AGGRESSIVE ACTION must be taken by the malaysia's gov especially...
jgn menunggu..
n jgn buat mereka tertunggu....
bak kata pepatah...
1.BERPANTANG AJAL SEBELUM MAUT...
2. BILA NASI SUDAH MENJADI BUBUR
MENYESAL KEMUDIAN TIADA GUNANYA...

p/s: diharap sume berdoa kpd Allah s.w.t agar mereka dilindungi
AMIN~~

Friday, January 28, 2011

agenda utama

ari nie ari jumaat
28 jan 2011

ari ni bos bg kte org half day clazz only..
he's soooo in the mood of chinese new year...
hehehe~~
mmg bahagia sgt2!!
tq bos!!!
=)

selesai sj kelas...
kami telah mengadakn 1 meeting tergempar di McD
seramai 10 org shj yg dpt menghadirkn + memeriahkn lg meeting kami...

lps tu kecohlh 1 McD dgn gelak ketawa kami
ramai yg pandang2...
ada aku kisah???
=ppp
mcm2 la cerita yg kami ceritakan
x lupa jgak gosip2 hangat d pasaran
hahahah~~~

agenda utama: tet~~~
topik utama: tet~~~
lain2 perkara: tet~~~

hahahaah~~
mmg selama sejam kami membincangkan hal yg sm
nk tau??
xyahlah...~~
gurlzz secret ok! =p

sj je nk gosip2 nie...
bkn slalu kn??
lgpun ni 1st time mkn + kuar sm2...
+ kte org hanya akn bersama selama 2 bulan je...
singkat je ms tu...
mnggu dpn dh bulan 2...
pastu bln 3...
dhh....jarang jmpe lg nnti...

hmm....nnti b4 abz nk plan 1 ni8 @ day wer we can have
dinner @ lunch together2 25 org
ok??

oklah...
i wanna wish u guys a very2 happy holiday
happy chinese new years to all....

yay!! cuti 1 mnggu.....
^__^

p/s: gurlzz.....next 2 weeks we gossip2 again....
ahhahaha~~

Thursday, January 27, 2011

ragam manusia

spt yg kamu ketahui....well...x sume tau la...
aku skarang adalah merupakan slh seorg trainer mgt programs...
program nie kte org blaja selama 2 bulan...
mcm stdy kt U dulu2 la...
but more to practical + skills...
dlm class aku hanya ada 25 org shj yg bertuah n terpilih
termasuk aku la dlm 25 org tu...
20 gurls...n
only 5 boys.....

tggl 17 jan 2011 adalah 1st day class...
msg2 x knl...
well...aku hnya kenal classmate aku je...
yg sm skolah,sm kelas, sm U tp x sm course
ade jodoh la tu...
hehee~~
ops! bkn lelaki ye...
dia perempuan....

ok..
1st day class....
sume mnjd seorg yg pendiam wpun dia la yg plg kecoh n heboh dlm class...
(termasuk aku la) =p
ahahah~~
yela...msg2 x knl kn...
dlm kelas tue gak mcm2 bangsa ada...
melayu,cina, iban n bidayuh...

nk djdkn cite...
aku n kwnku td duk blakang skali...
ahahah~~~mcm kt U...
x biase nk duk dpn2...
kte org kn pelajar pintar~~
=p
(excuse je~~ehem)
group aku terdiri drpd 5 org
beatrice,jati,me,tikah n rafidah
mmg gile la wpun bru jmpe n bru knl msg2...
haha~~

when times goes by...
aku pelik..nape la mdm ivy tu asyik aim kte org...
rupa2nya kte org plg bising,kuat gelak,gila n suka menjawab...
ahhaahha~~~
tp biasela kn...
kte org nie sekepala...
heheh..
mane x nya truz ngam...=)

back to the topic...
ragam manusia...
nk recall balik...
dulu pernah aku tulis psl 1st impression aku thdp org n sebaliknya kn?
hmm....1st day lg aku dh tgk mcm2 ragam sekelas aku...
ada yg pendiam,ada yg x berhenti kacau org..n etc

tp...yg plg aku x suka...ops!! jeng2~~
bile ade yg berpuak2...
aku x nk sebut la sape2 nm @ bngsa mereka...
sensetive lor...
d cnie aku jz nk menekankan...
kte kn 1 MALAYSIA...
xkn msh nk idup berpuak2...
kuar rehat...kuar mkn....bercakap...
aiya...mostly in their own group....
huhuhu~~
jgnlh cmtu...
tp kn...
aku x kata sume org...
hanya segelintir dlm kelas aku je...
siape yg terasa...sori ek...

then...after 1st week...
bila dh msk 2nd week...
dh timbul dh rupa SEBENAR segelintir org....
maksud aku...
dh tunjuk belang dh...

please la...
control n behave urself...
be professional la...~~like what ivy n john said
when comes to work...be PROFESSIONAL...
when outsides~~~fren la...
dun be selfish...
n please accept others opinion @ idea...
n jgn sensitif n cpt merajuk wen others argue wit ur idea
not good...
we oredi learn bout good n bad work ethics last week..
xkn dh lupe kot???
kalu behavior msh cmtu...
other partners in ur group tension baaa...
...I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL

everybody's got strength n weaknesses...
NOBODY"S PERFECT...
we still learning baaa...
still breathing in the same air....
still walking in the same ground...
so wat?
jgn tunjuk u tu hebat....
ok?

please change ur attitude + behavior...
we'll be together for 2 months le....
lame lg tue....
kang x psl2 gaduh nnti...
aku x nk cr psl...
ok??
tq!

btw...diorg pnggl aku kechik...
ahahah~~
mmg kechik la aku nie...
nm bru aku...
=p

julie (class leader) -matured
nana -pendiam
janet -confidence!
lin -smart
sabrina -tiger
hana -shy2
borai -gelak
beatrice -petah bercakap
jati -smart
tikah -gd english
rafidah -informative
mon -informative, matured, pengacau, bdk kecik even bdn besar
siaw -durian =p
adell -pendiam
haikal -artistic
o'ja -pendiam
haha -suka gelak
bay-c -very2 soft spoken
meg -lantang + ganas
savina -sexy, pretty + smart
judy -sexy,funny,fashionable, big sister in d class...(x ngaku pun =p)
shiang -shy
eric -hentam sj la
adam -pengacau, funny, always conclude everythings

nice to knw + meet all of u...
i've a wonderful times wit u guys
even we jz met n knw each other for almost 2 weeks...
a lot arguing,stressing, timing, laughing, makan-ing,minum-ing, kacau-ing, gila-ing together2...
n a lot of things i learned frm u guys....
credit to all of u + myself...
thanx!
ahahahha~~~

^___^

p/s: dilarang meniru ayat2 di atas...
hak cipta terpelihara....
@__@

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

hidup

alhmdllh..
aku skrng dpt offer utk attend 2 month class as a training management
bru smnggu aku lalui ny dgn penuh sbr...
class nie byk menolong aku m'improvekn lg confidence n communication skills aku...
walaupun pd mulanya aku terasa sgt2 la rendah diri cz rkn2 aku yg lain semuanya BETTER than me..
aku jg takut aku x dpt tngkp pembelajaran kami pd mulanya...
tp setakat nie aku ok lg..
jz during the presentation aku 'kureng' ckit

hmm...kt cnie aku bkn nk cite psl class aku...
tp nk meluah sumthn...

makin lama aku rasa hidup aku makin mencabar @
erti kata lain...ssh...
money??
no...no...no...
duit BYK~~~~
bkn psl duit...
tp xde TRANSPORT....~~
aku jeles tgk rkn2 lain bwk kete ke tmpt training...
n blh gerak sana cnie....
sdgkn aku...asyik menumpang org...
aku sgt2 sedih n kecewa...
ADA LESEN PUN X GUNA....
huhuhu
(TT)

driving license aku nie terkubur begitu sj
lngsng x dgunakan...
dh hmpir 5 thn...
lame tu....wpun asyik renew....~~
x guna gak
atas alasan apa korg nk tau??
my mum x percaya n x konfiden dgn aku...
aku dh bbrp kali pujuk srh bg @ bli kete utk aku...
(dh bbrp thn dh)
sori to say la....DUIT BERLAMBAK@ JE DLM BANK...
ape slh nk INVEST for ur own FAMILY..kn??

tgk skarang...sape yg ssh....dia gak...~~
n aku asyik BERMUKA TEBAL utk cr 'driver' aku...
aku x suka nk tumpang2 org nie...~~
malu dow....
tp nk buat cmne.....
=(

yg nenek plak asyik mendesak aku...
lgpun bkn duit aku n bkn kete aku...
aku nk buat cmne...
keje pun x lg...
haish....tension sgt beb!!!
kalu aku tau cmnie....mmg aku XPYH KEJE LNGSNG!!!

bila aku dsrh drive plak...
aku dh x ingt cmne nk bwk manual...
auto blh la...tu pun cr2 nk parking pun aku LNGSNG X INGT...!
laz skali aku drive waktu prac kt lngkawi..
tu pun kejap....laz2 rica yg bwk...n adib yg tlg....
adoh!!!

cmne nie??
family yg lain plak x nk tlg...
bila dh ade yg tlg....org tu ambik ksmptn plak...
mana x nya WW3 meletus kt umah...
family sendri dh x snggp...
pe plak kata @ perasaan org lain??
alasan diorg~~~tmpt aku tu jauh sgt...
pastu....xde ms la..itu la..ini la....
muak aku dgr tau....

ala...jauh2 pun still in kuching gak kn??
kang aku lari ke kl @ oversea....bru tau!!!
x kn lngsng x blh nk consider...
I'M UR FAMILY...U'RE PART OF ME...
N I'M PART OF U...~~
tol x??
kete je berlambak kt umah msg2....
sorg pun x nk tlg...!!
ape nk jd ngn dunia nie??
lgpun...bkn aku x byr upah....
aku akn byr everythng baaa...
dun wori...
DUIT TETAP ADA....
hmmmm...........

enthlh beb...
aku pun x tau cmne....
sedih tau!!

nw...aku bersyukur sgt2 cz ade kwn yg snggp tlg aku...
KWN tu...BKN FAMILY...
tgk!!
org yg BKN FAMILY plak snggp tlg org lain...

kesiankn??
mmg KESIAN dgn aku sendri...

AKU PERLUKAN KERETA!!!
so that i can go on my own...
without menyusahkn org...
ANDA FAHAM??!!!

p/s: sape yg blh sponsor kete kt aku....??
on the spot aku nk.....
seyes nie!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

sejarah keturunanku.....part 2

ok...
ari tu aku cite psl sejarah family sblh ayahku...
skarang...aku nk cite sejarah family ibuku....
huh!!
pjg citenye....
tp xla pjg sgt....

cmne aku nk mulakan ek??
adoh!!!

hmm....kisahnye begini...
pd suatu ms dahulu....(cewah!)
still....during the period wen the borneo is still under the British colony
my great grandfather came to borneo to work....
oh yeah! forgot to mention...he's from ENGLAND...
but....i forgot the place name...
anyway....
he came here as a british gov services...
he came n stayed here...in borneo of course...
for how long??
aiya! during the time being...
dat long la...

enuf!
cont...so..he came n stayed here...
during her services...he met my great grandmother...
who's not that originally frm swak...
i mean she's not 'local' either...
she's frm kalimantan, sumatera...
uik..ade gak ckit cmpuran indonesia kte org nie...
but she's a malay girl...sum sort...

so they get married n got 7 childrens
which are my grandma's sibling...n of coz include herself...

about my great grandfather....we heard he have so many land in borneo...
and also in s'pore n back in england....
quite a wealthy man during that time...
but most of his land had been bought by the swak gov n other country's gov
after the end of the british colonization
only a few left here wit us....

i still remmber wen i was a little kid...
we have our family lawyer to help us to claim the land...
i cannot stated her bout the case....
sorry...P n C file...
ops!
btw....we saw 1 of his house in england....
(now had been bought by other people there)
wat i can say here now...
is that...
OMG!!! its a mansion house there...
very2 huge mansion....

i know2...
y i kept story bout my great grandfather,but not my great grandma...?
coz...i'm very2 excited to share wit u guys bout him...
but there's not much information bout it..
heeee~~sorry guys...
later..i'll update...
=)

well...maybe u think dat i jz make up the story jz to show of..
up to u la....
i dun care...
i jz wanna share wit u bout my family background....

daaa







HJH NANCY'S PHILIP GENERATION.....^___^

lol

ahhaahah~~
aku slame nie x tau cmne nk letak pic...
ahernya berjaya gak...
hahahaha

so nnti korg blh la tgk pic2 aku yg comel2 nie....

=p

^___^

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

sejarah keturunanku..part 1

DAYANG NINA SYAZWANI ABANG SAKARDI

ha....korg dh tau nm aku kn?
pernah x terfikir dr mana asal usul nm dayang @ abang nie....?
x pernah?
nk tau ke?

hmm....
menurut ayah aku...
keturunan dayang @ abang nie dh lme dh...
sejak zaman penjajah lg...
waktu tu british menjajah borneo...
still dinamakan kepulauan borneo coz...
belum lg msk Malaysia pd ketika itu..

dayang @ abang nie waktu itu merupakan perkerja suruhan british
maksud aku...bekerja jd pembantu british d pejabat...
n.... sehubungan dgn itu
mereka juga merupakan pembesar2 d borneo ini...
dgn kata lainnya...
org kaya n plg berpengaruh d borneo...

waaa...hebat gak keturunan aku nie...
heheeh~~~
no wonder la waktu tu nenek2 moyangku menjadi ketua2 kpg n ketua2 d bhgn lain
plg dasyatnya...
keluarga ku plg berpengaruh d kpg ayah aku
n kalu nk tau....
sejak turun temurun lg mereka jd ketua kpg....
n juga ketua kaum d kpg tersebut...
wakil la mksdnya kalu ada pa2 yg pntg dr kerajaan negeri...

dulu, kini...
nenek aku sering jd penasihat kpd org2 kpg...
ramai yg dtg ke umah nenek aku
time aku kecik2 dulu la...

skrg nie...berlambak2 dh dayang @ abang nie...
huhuhu~~
tp x semuanya ada bersangkut paut ngn family aku...
cthnya, dayang nurfaizah...n camelia...
well...bkn dr family aku...
maybe kazen mazenku yg jauh...
mane la aku tau kn..
coz dh ramai sgt yg beranak-pinak...
hahahaha~~~

aku nie jz share sejarah family aku....
itu baru sebelah ayahku...
kalu sebelah ibuku..
lg korg tkejut...
hahaha~~~
nk tau gak??

S.A.B.A.R....

daaa....
^__^






HJ ABANG NOR'S GENERATION....
(tp..x sume ade dlm nie...)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

AJL 25

ari ahad yg lalu...
9/1/2011....
berlangsungnya anugerah juara lagu ke-25...

sume finalist mempunyai bakat2 yg besar dlm industri muzik...
ceh! mcm wartawan yg x bertauliah pulak aku nie...=p

stacy,hafiz,yuna,adira,shahir,tomok, faizal, meet uncle hussein, black,hujan,A.P.I n ana raffali antara finalist2 ajl...

sape sngka penyanyi yg bru meningkat naik nmnya menang pd mlm tersebut...
ramai yg menjangka black @ faizal yg akn menang...
n x expect yg hafiz n ana raffali yg menang...

well...aku pun begitu...
memandangkan aku minat faizal....
n berharap jugalah aku yg dia akn menang...

tp...jika dilihat dr segi dalaman yg x berapa dlmnya....
mmg nm ana raffali agak baru n msh asing lg d telinga pndgr2 music d msia...
tp...jika seseorg itu memahami bait2 lirik lagu ana...
ada maknanya tersendri...
spt...bait2 indh, pujuk, rayu, kasih....n mcm2 lg la...

manakala hafiz plak still agak baru jgaklah walaupun dia menang AF 2 tahun yg lepas...
aku tau jgak hafiz yg x digemari ramai, pula yg menang...
yahoo!! aku minat hafiz....ehhehe...
aku gembira....
tp...agak ckit kecewa coz faizal x menang...
huhuhu...~~~
bkn rezeki dia kot thn nie...

hmm.....aku bc status2 'org' dlm FB...
mmg ramai x suka dgn result ajl mlm tue...d expect...lain plak resultnye...
n ketahuilah..bahawa....
judge2 mlm tu bkn calang2 orgnye...
amy,habsah,m. nasir, acis...sape lg ek??lupe dh~~~
ada reasonnya tersendri memilih pemenang pd mlm tsebut...
n....ianya dibuat scr PROFESSIONAL ye....
bkn sng nk jd judge dlm program yg besar mcm tue...
kena dgr lg tone2, pastu music, pastu bait2 lirik lagu tersebut + persembahan....
jgnlah mrh dgn judge2 tersebut....
ye??

n jgn marah hafiz n ana...
bkn slh diorg...
n....diorg berhak utk mndptkn apa yg diorg tlh usahakn slama ini
diorg tlh memberikan persembahan yg sengit dlm pertandingan tersebut...
sumenye bgs2 n hebat2...
so..jgn slhkn ibu yg mngndung ye...??
ops!~~~

bg persembahan pula..
fuyooo...mmg byk gimik r mlm tu...
terkejut ada,suspen pun ada...
plg bez...faizal, hafiz n shahir punye show...
ahahahah~~nk gelak pun ada....especially shahir....
kena 'tampar' kot....ahhahaah~~~bkkn main kuat lg bunyi scha tampar....
hehehe~~lakonan semata2 ye...
faizal mmg pakar dlm kategori persembahan...
mmg bez la....mcm magician dia mlm tu...
bez! mmg dia patut dpt award tue...congratz!

ok! vokal plak...
aku tau ramai yg expect black...
well...x dinafikan yg black mempunyai suara yg tggi not nya...
tp..jika korg dgr btol2....
suara hafiz mmg lantang n nyaring...
bkn nk menyebelahi hafiz....ini hanya pendpt aku sj ye...

psl ana plak....
huh! mmg x disangka2.....
mcm yg aku tuliskn td...
lirik dia mmg cantik....
kemas...!
music dia plak mmg cun dgn lirik dia...
tabik ana! yay!

laz but not least...
kt bwh aku selitkn lirik ana raffali
hayati n fahami...

TOLONG INGATKN AKU

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita

kawan

org slalu bgtau aku...

'waa....nina! ko byk kwn la....'
'mane2 msti ade je kwn yg ko jmpe...'

well....itu usaha aku...
maksud aku...aku berusaha utk mencari kwn yg btol2 blh aku hrpkn...
bak kata org...sehidup semati...cewah!!
mcm love2 plak...
hahaha...~~
ehem!

hmm...aku tlh byk jmpe bermcm2 jns org...
x kire tua, muda, remaja, bdk kecik.....
N...
smada yg pernah, telah,sedang even belum pun jd kwn aku...
fhmkn?

ramai yg ckp aku nie mesra alam...
kalu jmpe org msti nk tegur...
tq!
yela...kite mstilah pandai kn...?
mane tau org tu jgaklah yg akn tlg kite nnti...
tp...x smstinye org yg kte jmpe tu baik..
btol x?
ade gak yg ambik 'kesempatan'..
huh!! benci ngn org cmtue...

petuanye...kite msti pandai pilih kwn...
bg aku...1st impression tue pntg!
tp...ikut keadaan....

pengalaman org yg 'blm' jmpe aku sblm nie...
skarang sume dh jd kwn2 aku...
hehehe....
diorg sume ckp..
the way they look at me as their 1st impression....
sume negative tau!...
caye @ x...sume ckp bnde yg sm...
korg nk tau pe?

aku nie sombong...
x tegur org....
buat muka selmba je...
pastu pendiam....

hahahah~~
aku gelak sorg2 bile teringat n tdgr diorg ckp cmtu...

den...they change their mind ble diorg tlh blaja mengenali aku....

its not that hard right to be dayang's frens...
btol x??
sape setuju angkat kaki anda...
=p

tp...korg msti ingt...
mmg sng nk jd kwn aku...
tp....(adoi! byk plak tp2 nie)
korg jgn sekali2 jd 'mangsa' benci aku....
mksdnye.....
asalkan korg x menjadi mangsa 1st impression aku
x phm??
meh aku phm2kn korg...

1. korg tgk aku sombong kn, at 1st?
well....aku nk tgk smada brani ke x korg 'berkwn' dgn org yg 'sombong'
@ org yg berlagak mcm aku

2.x tegur org
ingt seng ke nk tegur2 org nie....bg aku la...
perlukn keberanian dulu...n confidence
x kire tua, muda...especially yg ada pangkat
fikir2lah...
sape yg brani....cubalah!

3.muka selamba
mmg muka aku mcm tue...
muka yg selamba...jns x tau malu...
ahahhaha~~
lain org lain mksd...

4.pendiam
adoh! 1st meeting xkn nk kecoh2 plak kn??
kite kena dgr n tgk dulu org lain...
mcm mane plak jns org tu...
so...kena jd seorg pendiam dulu...

itu adalah aku punye petua...
n of course utk AKU la...
aahahha~~
sje je nk share...

kalu korg ade opinion negatif @ positif ttg aku..
sile2 la drop a comment ye...

^___^

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

2011...

alhamdulillah...
berlalu sudah tahun 2010....
n aku bersyukur sgt2 kpd-Nya...
kerna aku msh bernyawa lg...

aku tau...
ramai yg dh fikir resolution utk 2011...
tp aku...aku x fikir pa2 melainkan KERJA...
hahaha...~~
bg yg x tau lg...
aku nie msh lg menganggur...
jd QUEEN kt umah...
huhuhu...

well...mmg bosan...
lgpun..
bkn aku nk mengkomplen @ pa2...
aku pun dh byk apply...
ada la gak 2-5 kali g interview...
1 pun x membuahkn hasil...
entahlah...
blm ada rezeki aku lg kot...
agree @ not??
insyaAllah...
aku sbr je menunggu...+ usaha + tawakkal...

lgpun...
aku pun dpt msk 1 program..
mcm apprenticeship program la...
nsb baik under gov...
insyaAllah...
dlm bln nie...@ ujung bln aku akn start kerja...
AMIN!!~~

aku btol2 harap dpt keje...
secepat yg mungkin...
memandangkn dh msk tahun baru...
bkn pe...
aku nk pegang duit sendri..
xyah la nk harapkn PAMA 'biasiswa' je...
wpun mereka msh mampu tanggung aku....
tp x nk la...kesiankn..?
kn2??

^__^

p/s: epi new year to all....;)
n doakan aku dpt keje scpt yg mungkin ye..
AMIN~~
 
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