8 dec...

hi...
lme x tulis blog..
kering idea r ertinye aku nie..

ari nie 10 dec....
hahahah~~~
2 ari lps adalh tarikh keramat bg aku..
8 dec....
nk tau nape??
b-day aku la....~~hohoho

my family buat parti on the 7 dec...
advance 1 day....
n ari tu gak la aku bukak sume hadiah aku...
hohoh...
tq2!!!
n tq gak to sape2 yg wish aku...
n kpd sape2 yg x wish....
xpe..tq gak la...

chow!!!

^___^

my immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all alone

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

terpinggir,dipinggir,meminggir,berpinggir...kepinggir??

apa yg akn kutulis ini
adalh coretan ati aku...
n..apa yg korg akn bc...
bkn bmksd aku tlh mnjd seorg sarcastic...

aku tpnggil utk mnulis tajuk ini...
stlh aku melihat sumthing yg buat aku rasa sgt100x...
JELES,MARAH,SEDIH,EPI...
sume adala...

bkn sekali aku melihat...tp dh byk2 kali...
mungkin korg x rs apa yg aku rs..
coz itu adalah ATI N PRASAAN aku...
hanya Allah swt saja yg tahu...

korg msti tertanya2...apa bnde yg aku merepek d mlm ari nie...
well...korg akn tau sbntr sj lg...
n...ops!!! ini bkn psl org yg berlainan jantina ngn aku....
jgn fikir psl bf ke pe ke...
xde kaitan pun....

semakin ari...semakin dewasa...
aku bersyukur..n berterima ksh kpd 'pembuat' fb...especially...
coz kt cnie aku byk jmpe balik geng2 lme aku...
bru sbntr td aku jmpe sorg rkn aku...
kami bersekolah d skolh rndh yg sm...sm klas lg...
dh berbelas2 thn aku tgglkn sekolh rendah...
nah!! akhirnya jmpe gak...
itupun dia yg add aku...

her name soooo familiar...
rupa2nya btol gak tekaanku...
cerita punye cerita...
rupa2nya...dia ambik masscom kt UITM SHAH ALAM...jugak
tgk!! betapa keciknya dunia ini.....
tp...apakan day...xde rezki jmpe...
aku bru tau..dia pun bru tau gak....
oh! xde jodoh~~~

hmm...ksh yg aku tulis nie bkn nk cerita psl kwn aku nie...
tp...org lain...
bkn nk mngumpat ye...
sekadar nk luah rs ati....

aku pelik bin yg xde ajaibnya...
tibe2 aku tlihat pic kwn2 aku..
x kira la sekolah rendah ke...sekolah menengah ke....
sape2 je...
tp...yg plg mnyakitkn ati aku...
caption d bwh pic tersebut....
'REUNION'
dang!! dang!!
aku tersentap....sejenak...n buat ms yg lama..

aku mula berfikir.....'bile plak diorg buat?'
tgk pic bkn main epi lg diorg.....
aku epi dpt tgk diorg...tp...
AKU?????
diorg dh lupakan aku ke??
itu yg sering bermain2 d otak kepalaku nie....
aku sj je x nk interupt komen2 @ pic2 diorg....
ckp psl reunion la...itu la...ini la...
.......aku d jemput??
oh!! x pnh...!! jrg skali....
itupun ble aku tnye sendri bru nk sebok2 jmput aku...

ada la sekumpulan kwn2 aku nie....
bdk2 'genius' la diorg nie...
ada yg otw jd doktor,nurse,engineer pun ada,pakar IT,HR...mcm2 la 'jwtn' diorg...
bln puasa ari tu ada jmput aku....
nk berbuka puasa sm2 la katakan...
aku bc je RSVP n komen2 yg diorg komen...
aku sj n sengaja tnye.....'am i invited?'
pertanyaan aku tu 2-3 ari sblm event tu....
pastu...diorg jwb...
"of coz! u kn sm klaz ngn kte org...."
"ok....aku bgtau la nnti..." aku jwb blk...
den....
aku bc lg komen2 diorang...
siap buat reservation lg....ada list...
aku tnye diorg lg...
"shud i go @ shudn't i?"
~~~i've bad feeling bout it...

1 of my fren jwb...
"mun mk pergi...pg la... (kalu nk pergi..pergi la...)
mun x...x..." (kalu x...x la)

wah!! byk chantek muka ko ckp mcm tu...
nmpk sgt aku nie mmg x diundang n x termasuk dlm 'list'
mulut kata lain...ati kata lain...
hampeh!!
aku tau la ko pandai...genius....
x mcm aku nie....org biasa sj....
x ambik pure science mcm korg...
sbjk2 science aku x A+++ mcm korg....

pastu aku x lyn lg dh....
aku benci ngn org mcm tu...
x ikhlas lngsung nk jemput....
terima kasih byk2....

bercakap psl yg 1st2 td...
dr kwn aku tu la aku tnmpk pic geng2 aku kt wall dia...
kwn aku nie pun sm mcm aku..xde...
x diberi notis 24 jam pun....
bkn main lg kwn aku tu tulis...
"ex-456 cempaka"
hello!!!!
kalu ko tulis cmtu...ramai yg trasa...
yg xde dlm pic...
lbh2 lg yg x tau pa2 ttg plan korg tu...

aku truz ltk komen kt bwh pic tue...
"aku dtgglkn"
kwn aku ni mcm nk cover je....
"insyaAllah...next time buat REUNION yg grand punye..."
yela tu...
x caye den....
dia tulis lg..."tgh mencari sume org nie"
ooo...hbz yg ko dh add xde pun ko jmput....
ini kan pula org yg ko tgh cari....

aku tgk lg pic sape2 dlm tu...
ha!! yg sorg ni....
dia stdy UITM sm ngn aku....
ambik accountancy
pnh berjumpe...siap tukar2 n0 fon lg...
x pnh pun nk khbr2kn REUNION tu...~~~
mmg aku marah sgt2....

hmm....dhlh!!
malas la....
sape2 yg trasa,merasa,berasa,perasa,dirasa....
ade aku ksh???

MMG AKU X KESAH!!!!

TERIMA KASIH EK BYK2....COZ X JEMPUT AKU!!!!

wasalam.......

bahagia

aku bahagia hidup bersendirian

tak perlu fikirkan kamu

tak perlu fikirkan dia

tak perlu fikirkan mereka



aku bisa hidup berseorangan

tanpa kamu disisi

tanpa dia dihati

tanpa mereka menanti



segenap hati bisa tenang

kotak fikiran jua bisa lapang

diriku hanya diriku

bukan untukmu

bukan untuknya

bukan untuk sesiapa

dan sepi adalah mustahil bagiku



aku bahagia hidup bersendirian

tetapi adakah bahagia ini akan selamanya?

by: Dell Nadzri

bnde alah nie bkn aku yg tulis...
nie bestie aku yg tulis...
pandai plak dia mengarang..
mmg kena ngn aku...
i like it....

p/s: psst...ila...aku 'pinjam' ko punye jap....
jgn marah...=P

^___^

kisah triple 10

ops! aku bkn nk ckp yg aku nk kawen...
n aku bkn nk ckp yg aku nk sgt kawen....
tettt!!!

10-10-10....
hari ini dlm sejarah....
yesterday...(ari nie dh 11-10-10)
aku nk cite psl date n pe yg berlaku...

bermulanya ksh....

kazen aku (sblh ayah) kawen ngn bf dia sejak dr skolh lg..
fuyoo!! lme siot diorg kapel..
kazen aku tue sm umo ngn aku...cuma aku lbh tua 12 hari je dr dia...
korg kire la sendri ek...
dia pun 'dayang' gak...
sm ngn family aku...
nm dia DAYANG NUR FATHIAH....
nickname dia ALONG...
cz dia yg plg sulung n dia sorg je anak pompuan dlm family dia...
adik dia 3 org....sume lelaki....
laki dia plak sorg anggota polis...
skarang keje kt sabah....
dia asyik ulang alik je dr sabah ke kuching...(kalu dia cuti la)
n....aku pun x knl sgt ngn dia..
tau pun waktu dia bertunang dulu...
tue pun laz yer punye...aku 1st time jmpe dia...
huhuhu....

ok! sejak jumaat lps iaitu 8-10-10 shngga la 10-10-10 (yesterday)
mmg happening n meriah la kenduri kawen dia....
mlm2 n pg smlm ade karaoke..
siap ada hamper lg diorg bg....
(belanja bsr gler)
9-10-10 ada acara 'berlulut'
errr....aku x tau dlm bhs BM ...huhuhu

aku sempat tgk along pakai 3 jns bju tradisional je...
jawa,cina n bali....~~~
cantik siot!!
teringin gler nk pakai bju2 tue sume...(suka2 je)
terutama baju bali tue..
adeh!!

conversation ari sabtu~~~
time aku sebok2 ambik pic kt pelamin...
aunty aku.....Chik Idah cup2 kt dahi aku plak...
"kak nina la plak pasnie.."
adoh!!
pastu..heboh 1 umah srh aku kawen pas along...
ishk2....cm xde org lain ke~~~
srhlah anak sendri kawen dulu....
kazen mazen aku sume dh berpunye....
aku jgak yg dsrhnye dulu....
then....
mati2 aku ckp..."xde calon"
diorg x caye la plak...
huhuhu~~


ahad plak~~triple 10...
ingtkn dh abz...rupa2nye ade lg suara2 sumbang srh aku kawen cpt2...
"kak Sel....pasni nina la lg...
blh la kte org dtg kuching lg" (my mum's name-sel)
aku mnyampuk..."xde calon lg...n x nk kawen dulu"
"msti ada tue...tipu2"
blh plak ckp aku tipu.....~~~
then...d bez part is...
"aku pilih dia punye....x blh pilih sendri...
n...aku x nk org **** jd menantu aku"
pang! pang! pang!
dush2!!
matila aku kali nie...
bila my mum bersuara.....
erk....dia pilih...??
cmne ngn pilihan ati aku nnti???
x smpai la hajat aku....
"ishk..mane blh cmtue...biarla dia pilih sendri"
ade gak org back up...~~hehe
but my mum still stick wit her decision...
"aku x nk banana fruit 2 times"
hohoho~~phm2 je la mksdnya tue...
aku diam je...
argh!
makin d lyn makin jd plak....huhuhu
pastu aku blah dr situ...
d end~~~

mcm mane la diorg nie suka suki je srh aku kawen cpt2...
aku keje pun x lg....calon pun xde....~~
duit xde gak nie...guna PaMa biasiswa je.....
nk kawen cmne....??
byk lg bnde yg aku nk buat....
mmg la akn kawen..
x selamanya single..
tolx???

moral:
renung2kn...n selamat beramal~~~

^___^

p/s: selamat pengantin baru kpd DR SMS dgn pasangnnya DR HARLINA
semoga berbahagia....=)

drama queen...

tajuk nie dh lme aku nk coret poret
tp....idea aku tue asyik dtg n pg...
wah! mcm lagu plak...
jap ade..jap xde...(chipsmore)
hahaha...~~
sape tau drama queen tue pe??
aku tau...tp aku buat2 x tau
pe la yg aku nie merepek....
huhuhu

ok2....
1.drama queen=hipokrit
2.drama queen=giler ngn cite drama~~korea,jepun etc
3.drama queen=queen yg berdrama
4.drama queen=drama yg ada queen
5.drama queen=sombong

ah! lantaklah mksdnye pe...
lain org..lain tafsirannya kn?

nie aku nk cite....
time2 skolh dulu...ramai yg ckp aku nie drama queen....
erk.....drama yg mana ade queennye
enthlh....
tang mane la plak dramanya aku nie...

pnh aku tnye geng2 aku...
diorg ckp aku nie....
1.sombong
2.kwn ngn bdk2 pandai je
3.too smart to be stupid~~bdk 'giler'

jwpn aku...
1.korg x knl aku~~n mmg aku nie smbng (kalu ngn org yg aku x knl la)
2.sume geng2 aku b4 msk klas lain...sume bdk yg pndai..aku dh bsm ngn 'bdk2 pndai' tue slama 3 thn..so...wat do u expect me 2 say???
3.hahahah...~~no komen....

well..sume perkara d ats...
sume nye 1st impression bout me
hohohoh~~

eh?aku nie nk cite psl pe sbnrnye...??
xde kaitan pun ngn drama queen...
ahahhaahah~~
c...idea aku ilang lg n lg...

hmm....blog nie bkn utk sj2 aku nk buat...
bkn utk merepek yg bkn2...
bkn utk mngumpat sana sini...
bkn utk mbuka aib sendri n org lain...

jgn slhkn mereka n keluarga mereka...ops!

tp...blog ini hanyalh sekadar utk meluah perasaan
chewah! jiwang~~
hahaha...
korg tgk kt blog aku nie...
byk lagu2 n lirik2 lagu kn?
sume lagu2 n lirik2 tue ade mksdnya tersendiri...
ada kaitan ngn aku n hidupku kini....
kalu x...xkn aku nk sebok2 @ buang ms copy & paste utk ltk bnde yg x berfaedah
tol x?
so....korg fahamilah btol2 kalu korg nk knl aku dgn lbh dlm lg...

still....xde kaitan ngn tajuk aku nie...adeh!!

next...ckp psl drama queen...
btol jgak..aku nie mmg DRAMA QUEEN

aku nie minat giler ngn drama korea...
drama jepun aku x tau sgt...
dulu2...drama filipin,latin, thai...sume aku tgk...
yela...byk laki yg ensem2 n cute2
hahaah~~

fav aku: my girl,full house,princess hours n boys over flowers (korea)

skarang nie aku dlm process utk mngumpul cite korea..
spt biasela...dwnload je...
yg ade skarang x byk...

1.my girl
2.full house
3.stairway to heaven
4.boys over flowers
5.princess hours
6.sassy girl chun-yang
7.the successful story of a bright girl
8.my love patzzi
9.all about eve
10.witch yoo hee

uik..byk gak collection aku nie....
hohoho~~~

apela yg aku merepek??
aku nk cite psl lain....
tp aku tulis lain plak....ishk2...
hmm...xpela...
abaikn je~~~

d truth is...aku x suke org yg berdrama drama queen nie
menyampah...gedix je lbh....
cz...aku pun cmtue gak sbnrnye...
dulu2 la...skrg x lg...insaf~~~
ahahhaha~~
korg phm kn mksd aku...
aku tau ramai yg x suke aku drpd ramai yg suke aku
yela...~~aku kn gediz...over....'mulut jahat'
well...itu adalh aku...
aku adlh aku...
n itu juga dh mjd lumrah manusia...
NOBODY'S PERFECT!!!

lagu n lirik kt bwh nie...
mmg padan ngn aku....
sesuaiiii sgt!!

"Drama Queen (That Girl)"

There was a girl I knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers, the cynicals that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabee
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she'll find herself
'Cause she believes in nothin' else
And you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her back
For all the doubters, non-believers the cynicle that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would've know)

Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do
You just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself

Doubters, non-believers, once were her dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

wasalam....

moral:
jgn nk jd 'drama queen' ye...
kalu pelakon drama...blh.....;p

^___^

heartache

d instant u stood b4 me
i luv ur stare
though i cried yesterday
2day, bcoz of u
2moro..i'll be happy
its not ur face
its not ur coolness...no...no
all i needed was a soft love
all d days dat past
i'll 4get it
without u
not even a day
only luv
all i knw is LOVE...

my mind is so bad
dat all i knw is u
u, who is lookin at another person
u dun even knw those feelin i have
i'm probably not part of ur days

u probably dun even have any memories of me either
who i keep lookin at
my tears keep fallin
coz i'm happy juz lookin at u frm behind
even if u still dun knw hw i feel
in d end
even if u pass me by
on d days i miss u so much
on d days wer its so hard to deal wit
d words,I LOVE YOU
keep lingering on d tips of my lips
once again i'm cryin for u...alone
and i'm missin u..alone
baby...
I LOVE YOU
i'm waitin for u
here, now and forever

(Boys Over Flowers)

karna cinta.....

telah kutemui banyak cinta
di hati ini datang dan pergi
selimuti kisahku yang biru
yang dalam di hati

biar kurentangkan cintaku
menariku di atas senduku
sendirinya aku tak berkasih
yang dalam di hati

karna cinta aku jadi sepi
karna cinta aku jadi riang
karna cinta aku jadi pilu
karna cinta kini ku sendiri
karna cinta pelangiku hilang
karna cinta matahari pergi
namun ku yakin dalam hatiku
cintaku tak boleh membunuhku

(Laudya Chintya Bella)

Anime...

anime o anime.....

nie slh 1 lg kegilaan @ kesukaan aku....
selain drpd shopping n watching football
nie aku nk cite nie....
first time anime yg aku tgk is 'cardcaptor sakura'
hahaha~~sakura soooo cute....along wit tomoyo, kero n lee..
uh....still rmmbr d anime...
siap aku bli cite tue dr kwn aku....~~kak yani yg mana adiknye ade jual...hohoo
waktu aku tgk cite tue...aku msh lg sekolah....
rs2nya darjah 6 @ f1 gitu la...
waktu tue jgak x tau pe mksd anime...
ahhaha~~tau cite cartoon je....(pnggln yg aku slalu sebut)

den makin lama...aku tgk kt tv byk gler cite anime...
dlm pd itu jgak...my bro n sis pun minat anime...
kakak aku minat keroro....~~aku pun turut addicted dgn keroro....
sume psl kakak aku la~~hohoho
abg aku plak suke anime yg robot2...n perang2
mcm gundam...
my bro jgak suke galaxy angel...
hah! cite psl galaxy angel nie....
giler2 n bodo2 je citenye...
mmg lawak hbs la.....~~~ahahahha
tgk byk kali pun x jemu2...
bak kata org swak....x lejuk baa nangga cita ya....

berbalik kisah aku td...
skarang nie aku dh kumpul sebyk 17 cite anime...
(tue pun cmpr ngn pe yg abg n akak aku dpt)

1.cardcaptor sakura
2.bleach
3.one piece
4.ouran
5.midori days
6.[RyRo] Damekko Doubutsu
7.akazukin chacha
8.school rumble
9.dear boys
10.alice academy
11.fate stay night
12.honey and clover
13.chobits
14.ah! my goddess
15.cloud in the palace
16.rave
17.hellsing

otw skarang...~~download

1.high school of the dead
2.naruto
3.conan
4.maid sama!
5.jigoku shoujo
6.dragon ball
7.galaxy angel
8.fruit basket

n many2 more to come...

aku nie...bile dh ade anime dpn mata aku...
aku xkn stop tgk....
x sah kalu x abz tgk...
mcm bleach n naruto....adoi!!!
nk tgk sume dlm 1 ari mmg x dpt....
huhuhu....mati x mkn x minum + x tdo aku nnti....
kdg2 aku tgglkn bbrp episode je utk esok n esok....
~~tkt abz la katakn....huhuhu
kang xde cite nk tgk
almaklumlah aku nie msh tanam anggur kt umah....
mostly...i spent 8-9 hours for watching anime only....~~only ye...
(giler!!)

dulu...ssh btol nk cari anime kt kedai...
waktu tue cite2 anime x femes lg....
skarang nie...aku tgk....berlambak2 je anime ade kt kedai video...
korng nk cite pe....sebut je...dh ade kt dpn mata...
nk cd ke dvd ke ape ke....sukati korg la nk pilih....
yg jd mslhnyeeee...
kalu beli...mahal gler....
x sah kalu x over rm50-rm200
tue yg aku mls nk bli...even minat...
(xde duit actually nk bli byk2)

skarang nie kn....xyah bli pun xpe...
dwnload je...
ha...ckp psl dwnload nie....
thnx to khairil adlan ~~my fren
dia yg suggest aku 1 web nie....
(kalu nk kontek i la ye~x kedekut nk bg)
mmg cpt n byk pilihan anime kt web tue....
hohoho~~~
puas aku dwnload cite2 yg aku nk....
so...
aku xyah nk bli2 @ buang duit aku lg...
aku tau illegal bile dwnload...
tp nk buat cmne kn...??
ramai yg buat....(trend)
ingt sng ke nk kuarkn duit byk2 sbb bnde yg sng nk dpt kt internet...
click je mouse n mskkn web kt keyboard je truz dpt....
sng, mudah n cepat kn??
=p

lastly....
aku nk mnyeru la...
sape2 yg ade cite anime bez2 lg...
share2 la ngn aku....
hehehehe~~ blh la aku 'curi' dr korg nnti....
ahahahh~~~

epi watching anime for those yg minat!!

^_____^

puasa & raya

PUASA!

stp tahun....selama sebln...
org2 Islam d seluruh dunia...
xkire la bangsa, negara n mane2 je tmpt d dunia nie berpuasa
puasa...hmmm....
bkn sekadar menahan lapar n dahaga...
tp juga menahan segala2nya terutamanya hawa nafsu..
n Allah swt mnguji keimanan stp hamba-Nya d bulan yg mulia nie...

aku start mengenal erti puasa waktu aku darjah 3 lg...
itupun asyik ponteng je keje...ops!
ahhaha.....ala..bdk2 la katakan...
xphm n x sbr sgt nk 'berbuka'...=p
pastu...aku slalu ikut my grandma n my aunty pg solat terawih...
mmg rajin aku time tue...

tp...
yg aku x suke time puasa nie...(bkn x suke puase ye..jgn slh fhm plak)
bile bdk2 especially kt kpg suke sgt main mercun....
kt umah kte org pun ada....
diorg start operasi diorg time solat terawih...
ape kejadahnye...???
x tau ke org tgh solat....
sakit ati + asyik tkejut je jemaah2 d surau..tmsk aku...
huhuhu....
ade gak timeorg solat...
blh plak lepak dpn umah org.....
xde keje lain ke cik abg oi...
laki,pompuan sume sm je....

ckp psl mercun lak...
kecik2 dulu aku pnh gak main mercun...tet!!
(at least aku sdr n mngaku)
tue sume influence geng2 aku...
hahaha...notty gak aku...+ brani sgt
kte org slalu bli mercun mancis....(bnde kecik je x kuat pun)
mmg gler la...
bunga api pun slalu gak aku main...
my daddy dulu pun pnh bli mercun yg besar...
n bunga api yg bsr...cantik la kaler bunga api tue! =)
puas aku main sume bnde2 tue!!
huh!!

dlm puasa nie jgak....
my famly buat kek n biskut for raya...
aku suke sgt bile bab2 nie...
aku nie tukang menyebok + mengacau + makn je...
ahahha...~~bkn buat pun...
tp...kalu bab2 kek aku suke buat...
trasa dh mcm expert je...cewah!!
(actually x pun)
huhuhu.....
heeee~~

skrang nie sng je...main pakai tunjuk je kalu nk kek n biskut tue
xyah buang ms nk buat2...
tp....kalu nk 'tunjuk'
'tunjuk' yg berkualiti...
kang x sedap ssh gak...
rugi je....
yg WAJIB my mum n me buat is...
biskut honey cornflakes....
sedap sgt2!!
manis!!
stp thn abz je...
sbbnye.....aku je yg mkn...
ahahahah~~buat utk diri sendri je.....

RAYA!
afta 1 month fasting.....
lps ank bulan muncul...
sume muslims mnyambut raya...
kalu bckp psl raya....
sume org terfikir...
baju baru,kasut baru,furniture bru...n lain2 lg
x kire la tua @ muda @ laki @ pompuan
hohoo~~~

kecik2 dulu...
of coz brg2 sume bru...(yg aku punye la)
tp...my mum kdg2 mls gak nk bli....
bli sehelai n sepasang kasut pun jd la...

nw...
aku x mntk pun my mum sibuk nk bli brg2 utk aku...
hahaha~~thnx mum...=p
sejak aku merantau 3 thn di shah alam....
ble balik je msti ade kain bru...
aku pun rajin gak nk bli2 kain utk raya...hohoho
skarang nie....my closet dh penuh...
x tau dh mane nk letak sume bju2 @ bju kurung aku...
konfom akn bli 1 big closet nnti....huh!!
bju2 raya aku plak....
stp thn ada dlm 4-5 pasang....
kdg2 smpai 7 pasang...adoi!!
(bkn nk show off ek)
korg kire la sendri stp thn sume bju utk aku raya je dh brape helai...
nie x termsk lg ngn kst2 + handbag aku + accessory aku yg dh blmbk2 dlm bilik...

berckp ttg kasut...high heels of coz...
adoh! time raya je ssh aku nk cr...
u knw y??
kaki aku nie kaki CINDERELLA....
kena cr d tmpt yg special je....
kalu x....jgn harap dpt kasut yg sepdn ngn kaki aku nie...
ssh lor....
den...kst yg aku dpt plak...
bknnye murah....
expensive sume...
tue pun ade yg dh diskaun..
kalu xdiskaun...alamatnye...
xdela aku punye kasut utk aku raya nnti....
average harga kasut aku min rm 50 max rm 150...
waaa...!!! ops! bkn nk berlagak ye...
mksd aku...skarang nie sume bnde dh mahal...
tue je...
my mum plak..mmg rajin nk cr utk aku...
slagi aku x dpt bnde2 tue sume..
slagi tue kte org cr + shopping
d bez part iz dat.....aku bli...dia pun bli gak..
even dia dh bli dulu...
skarang nie rs2nye my mum dh bli 2-3 pasang kasut dh...
hohoho~~~shopping sakan...

well...like daughter like mother
eh? bkn like mother like daughter ke?
ahahahha~~~

pastu...
time raya...
bermaaf-maafan la kite sume...
ambik picbyk2....
yg beznye....
dpt angpau la plak...heheeh~~
(dh 'matured' pun dpt gak =p)
Alhmdllh....
rezeki murah drpd Allah swt...
den....
blh jln2 raya ke rmh kwn2....
blh mkn byk2...
especially kek lapis....nyum2!!
blh pe lg ek??
blh cuci mata....
hehehehe....~~ (niat dh lain dh nie)

so.....

MORAL OF THE STORY:

SLAMAT BERPUASA N SLAMAT ARI RAYA

^____^

10 Things

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you look at me
I hate the way you drive me crazy
And I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb mind
And the way you think of me
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you're always right
And I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh-
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you-
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

(taken frm the movies '10 things I hate about you')

subject

waktu aku umo 5-6 thn dulu
my mum sent me 2 st.thomas kindergarden
kalu korg nk tau...st.thomas tue adalh skolh rndh n menengah khas utk boys
n...its under st.thomas church...
itu dulu la...skarang lain kot...kot...=p
our kindergarden plak kt tepi church tue...
for those children who r christian diorg akn pg church dulu..
tggllh kte org dlm klaz je....
my aunty used 2 be d principle who's in charge d kndergarden
her name is mdm eloise...erk??x ingt plak nm penuh dia...
berbelit2 lidah aku nk sebut....
we called her aunty mimi...=)
well...she's a bit strict wit us...but she's so soft spoken
she taught us english...everythings in english...

then i entered primary school...
sk encik buyong...pemes gak skolh kte org..(kt kuching je)
as we all knw n experienced...
biase la...bdk2 lg..
x matured...
aku ingt lg yg waktu skolh rendah dulu aku asyik tukar klaz je...
dr seroja ke cempaka...start dr darjah 3...
huh! penat gak...
aku jd org nomad pun cz cikgu2 aku ckp aku nie pandai sgt...
(bkn nk blagak la)
pastu....dey keep sayin dat i'm gd in english language..
hohoho~~well....i like english...FYI
sejak dr kecik lg...=p

abz je darjah 6...
u knw wat happen ri8?
msk plak alam persekolahan yg baru...
skolh menengah...
smk tun abang haji openg...
kt sane pun aku bertukar2 klaz...
dr klaz cempaka ke jentayu...
pastu tukar angsana...
still...wit d same reason dey transferred me frm claz 2 other claz...
start from form 4 aku dmskkn dlm science claz...
we learned add math, est, chemistry, physics....
+ IT n architecture....
mampus aku waktu mula2 dulu...
smpaikan aku trase nk tukar subject...
tp...aku accept gak challenges tue..
well...not bad la blaja bab science2 nie...
interesting even result x memuaskn...~~huhuhu..(truk gak actually)

afta spm...i apply form 6..skolh yg sm gak...
during 1st day...(still fresh in my mind)
kte org kena pilih klaz n subject pe yg kte org nk...
most of my frens chose other claz wer d subjects r not my 'thing'
dey chose economics n geo as dey major...
diorg pun pnh berkali2 pujuk aku msk claz yg sm...
tp....aku x nk..
mati2 aku x nk tau....
cz i hate eco!!
really2 hate it...
mmg x suke sgt2...!! huhu...
aku ttp dgn pendirian aku utk ambik
business n history s my major...

actually...aku nk tekankn psl subject2 yg aku ambik...
b4 aku msk skolh menengah lg...
aku tlh byk didedahkn dgn sejarah2 lampau...
mcm egpyt, china, india...huhuhu
influence frm my mum....
she loves history....so do i...=)
dr ctu la aku suke sgt2 dgn subject sejarah...
stp kali exam aku blh dkatakn dpt markah plg tggi...
tp ada ketikany aku lalai...gagal pun ade..
aku sgt sedih...
pmr aku dpt A dlm sejarah...
agak byk gak la bnde yg aku hafal..
pastu....msk form 4 n 5...
result sejarah aku turun sgt2...
mmg kecewa gler aku waktu tue...
spm dpt c je.....sob sob..='(

den...aku nekad ambik subject sejarah time aku form 6...
punye la semangat aku stdy sejarah dulu...
got A's every time during exam....
epi2!!~=)
aku buat sume latihan yg cikgu aku bg...
aku jgak buat karangan dlm 2-3 helai mukasurat
punye la pjg lebar aku tulis...
smpai lenguh2...
tp aku puas ble aku tulis pe yg aku hafal n phm...
puas ati sgt2....mmg x dpt dgmbrkn lg betapa puasnya aku dulu

aku ingt lg....
aku hafal sume perkara dlm buku...
ble, sape, d mana, bagaimana, kenapa, mengapa...
sume aku hafal..
mmg penuh ilmu d otak aku n d dada aku...
x sangka aku begitu ghairah dlm sejarah...
too excited ble aku stdy sume tue...
n betapa tebalnye buku2 yg aku bc...
lbh tebal dr ape yg aku stdy kt U...
n u can ask me anythng bout history...
i can be a very gd story teller 2 u...
dr bnde2 kecik....like nm tmpt n penduduk tmptn d sesbh kerajaan lampau...
smpai bnde2 bsr...like wars n tarikh + nm pahlawan, pemberontak, parti2 politik n mcm2 lg aku blh cite...
...politik, ekonomi n sosial
aku tau sume...

lower 6=asia tenggara & sejarah dunia
upper 6=sejarah malaysia & tamadun islam

fuh!! x trase penat pun buat sume tue...
time stpm....aku hafal keempat2 jns sejarah yg aku stdy selama 2 thn aku kt f6...
gler la!!
at last...alhmdulilah...aku dpt A+ dlm sejarah...
bkn main gembira lg aku....=)

aku begitu minat sejarah dgn mendalam
tp...pe yg apply??
lain dr yg lain...
aku kdg2 merase mnyesal pilih course nie..=(
i shudn't switch courses during apply dulu...
aku jeles ble dgr shizreen jd ahli sejarah...
dia ambik kt UKM...
huhuh...
pastu 1 of my fren...
thommity plak ambik kursus sejarah kt UPSI...
adoh!! bertmbh2 jeles lg...

aku pnh terfikir...cmne ek aku kalu aku ambik course sejarah??
msti aku dh jd ahli ARCHEOLOGY yg aku idam2kn slama ini...
tp....ini takdirku...
aku pilih hotel...
kalu aku ambik tourism x la trase sgt...
cz aku nie suke travel....
nk ckp menyesal...
ade la gak..
i got nuthn frm it...
i LUV mgt stuff...
but...its not 4 me anyway...
aku dh puas blaja mgt2 nie waktu blaja business dulu...
nw...asyik ulang bnde yg sm je kt U...
huhuhu...

other subject dat i like...
english language...
maybe its in my blood...
my mum n my bro r very2 damn gd in english...
aku nie biase2 je...
not bad la...~~lalalala

back 2 my story~~
i wish i cud turn back time...
fix everythings..
but i knw i cudnt...

d mmoral of d story: jz move on...
u deserve it...
itz ur choice anyway....~~=(

addicted!!

i'm talkin bout FACEBOOK...
facebooking....
bookface..
buku muka....hohoho
call wateva u wanna call...

history?
i started @ create my fb since i was in high school...
dat was about 4-5 years oredi...
but i jrg on9...
during dat time la...
cz i dun have my own broadband @ internet at home...
dulu2....aku rajin pg cc...
sanggup abzkn duit...(bdk2 lg =p)
hahaha...
memory...
ok..wat i'm sayin is dat...
semakin lama aku semakin addicted to fb...

reason?
dh byk kali fb nie update page @web diorg
game pun byk....
heeheh...
d most important is dat...
aku dpt 'balik' geng2 sekolah aku...
sama ada dr skul rendh @ menengah...
hohoho..~~epi 2 knw dem alive...=)
thru fb...i can connect wit them anytime n anywer dat i like...
well...frenster pun sm gak dulu..
but i'm gettin bored wit fs..huhuhu~bye2 fs...
another 1...i can knw n connect wit my new frens...
yg i x knl....n x pnh jmpe....
so nice to knw them....

kalu korg nk tau...
fb skarang (dr dulu actually)
tmpt aku luah prasaan
x kire la aku nie tgh marah ke tgh sedih ke even epi...
aku luah sumanya kt fb....
(korg pun prasan gak)
yela...aku xde sape2 nk aku luah...
msg2 bz la katakn...huhuhu
so thru fb...
i get to knw others opinion also....(tq2!!)

d bez part is dat...
i cn upload n create many pictures...not 2 4get tag all my fren in d pic...
hehehehe.....+ komen2 tue yg pntg...
ahhaha
byk album dlm fb aku nie...
sumenye ade memory...
a very sweet memories in my life..
wat i've done during my studies especially in UITM Shah Alam...

skarang nie kn....
byk gak on9 shop...
waaa!!!
gler aku dbuatnye....
byk bju yg cantik2...
especially dress n cardigans/ jackets...
huhuhu
tp kena pandai pilih supplier yg btol2 berpatutan...

pastu kn...
game kt fb nie bez2 je...
lenguh tgn aku dbuatnye...
my fav game @ game yg slalu aku main....(addicted)
treasure isle, towner, cafe world, hotel city, sorority life, mafia wars, city life, godfather, barn buddy n social city.....heeheh....
tp ssh gak ble byk game nie....
buat x sng duduk je..
ahhaha....u knw wat i mean ri8...
kdg2 punye la lme tggu energy tue naik...
huh!! tp xpe...
aslkn bahagia...=)

hmm....
fb nie byk gak kelemahannya...
kdg2 spam byk msk...
mnyemak kt wall aku jer....huh!!
hate it!!!
pastu ade application yg pelik2 plak...
lg2 ngn grup yg bkn2....
(plz jgn invi8 aku ke grup yg bkn2)
argh!!
benci tol aku...
gler ar sume tue...
huhuhu....

kdg2...
server fb nie down gak...
bengang aku tau ble game aku xleh bukak...
huh!!
hampeh...
fb shud improve their server...
cz i knw all people around d world r 'playin' it

tp xpe...
yg pntg aku bahagia ngn fb aku skarang....
x sah kalu aku x on9 1 ari...
lg2 x sah kalu aku x hadap fb..
even waktu tgh final exam pun aku duk fb je...
utk ilangkn tension...
huhuhu....
kalu korg nk cr aku...cr la kt fb...
aku x g mane2...
hehehehehe...=)

laz but not least....
i wanna say...
thnx to fb cz nw i've 882 frens...
hahaha...
tq2...femes gak aku nie...
ehehhehe....prasan....
tet~~=P

FIFA World Cup

starting on 11th June 2010 till !4th July 2010...FIFA World Cup berlangsung in South Africa...=p
oh...oh...diz is wat ive been waiting for 4 years....
can't wait to c my fav team.....England, Brazil n Germany playing...huhuhu

hmm.....i dunno since wen i started to like football....
let me refresh back...=/
oh yeah!! during World Cup in....mane ek??
alamak...lupe la plak....huhuhu
ok2...sejak skolh menengah lg....
rs2nye addicted tgk ayah watching d football game during d World Cup
hahaha...=p
adoi! ilang dh sume 'gurly' aku nie...hehehe
well.....many of my frens x tau d other side of me....
ahahah....;p
now u knw...i'm crazy bout football...
jgn fikir yg i xde 'hobi' lain selain patung2....fashions...mags....shopping~~hohoho
i pun ade gak sifat 'kelakian' i...~tet!!
i sanggup jd burung antu slama 1 bln utk tgk every game....
x kira la team mane main....=)
n i can't missed evry game....huahuahau

talkin bout World Cup which d event once in evry 4 years....
in my opinion.....
well....all 32 countries in d world (x tmsk msia~huhu) make it look great...
all people around d world supports their own country...
but not too forgoten dat...most of d people will cheers no matter wat d countries are....
mksdnye...yg x msk World Cup pun sokong gak negara pilihan diorg....
tue yg buat World Cup nie jd happenin....=)

but d most important is dat...(4 me la)...
blh la i nie cuci mata tgk footballer yg hensem2 n cute2...ahhahaha
lgpun bkn slalu tgk sume pemain bbakat dunia...x kira la femes ke x...
main n give a very gd teamwork utk negara msg2...
dey have a very2 strong spirit nk menang Cup tue...
yela...sape yg x nk menang kn???

d moral of d story: enjoy d World Cup game slagi ade.....

p/s: doa2 la England @ Brazil @ Germany (especially) dpt msk final n menang FIFA WORLD CUP 2010....

EPI WATCHING!!!
(^^)

single

single=alone?
single=lonely?
single=no bf?

wat exactly d word single means?

in my opinion...
single=freedom
single=no probs

FYI...dh lme aku nie single...afta...
2 times couple....(dgn org yg slh)
5 times crush....
mmg gler la idup aku nie....

sejak dr skool lg....sume tnye...
ko xde bf lg ke nina??
x pnh fall in luv ke??
x pnh suke kt sum1 ke?
xkn xde kot...??
ko kn cute,smart n epi go lucky person.....(thnx kpd sape2 yg puji aku)
adoi!! penat aku nk jwb soaln tue....
dh brape byk kali aku jwb...
dey not my type.....
ssh sgt ke??
xkn sesenang itu aku nk bg kt sum1 bernama lelaki...
its not easy...u knw...

ade gak geng2 aku dulu...
jd 'ejen' pencari jodoh....
zai n esot....
aku plak jd 'mngsanya'...
ahhaah....mcm xde org lain dh....
bak kate diorg....
'nina...ko try la dulu knl2 ngn kwn kte org....
bkn nk srh korg kapel truz....
kwn2 je dulu...
mane la tau 'sangkut'....'
hah??dh agak dh...hahahah...
den...i accept je....
but still....nope!! he's not my type....(sori guys)
huhuhu......

ade gak yg ckp kt aku dulu...
ko dh msk U....xkn sorg pun xde....??
aduh!!
aku g U nk stdy...
bkn nk cr bf....
well...mmg ade gak org ckp...kt U la kte akn bjmpe jodoh kte...
enth btol...enth x...
bg aku.....pjlnn idup msh pjg...
bru je U
x msk alam keje lg....
kang nnti kalu couple mcm nk mampos kt U
ble time keje jmpe yg lain jgak....
yg lme dtgglkn....
tp...itu la org slalu katakan...
dh xde jodoh....nk buat cmne?? huhuhu...(jwpn standard)

ok.....umo aku nie makin meningkat....
aku bkn bdk2 lg...(even still childish)
tp...it doesnt mean dat i dun hv any feeling...
thdp stp ape yg org katakn pd aku....
org xkn phm ape yg aku nk slama aku nie idup...
bkn x bersyukur.....(aku bsyukur sgt2 kt Allah swt)
tp....kemahuan n keperluan stp org msti adekn??
xkn trime je...btol x??
msti ade bnde yg perlu bkorban....
back to topic....
mksd aku....
slama aku idup 23 thn kt bumi Allah nie...
aku blm jmpe lg sum1 yg btol2 syg aku,caring n phm aku....
insyaAllah...aku akn jmpe dia jgak...
insyaAllah...aku akn kawen gak ngn dia...
x slama2nye SINGLE....

back to basic...
ramai gak yg ckp aku nie JUAL MAHAL sgt kt laki...
yela...sape nk jual murah + bg diskaun....huhuh
xsanggup i....
den....diorg ckp....characteristic yg aku nk pd sorg laki x munasabah....
u wana knw y??
cz....i want a hensem guy, rich n ambitious...
hahaha.....mmg itu yg aku nk!!
utk mjamin ms dpn aku....
ops! hahaha.....well...cite2 aku tue....
mmg tggi nun d awan sana....=p
yg korg peduli sgt psl aku nie kenape??
huhuhu...suka ti aku la nk tetapkn mcm mane laki yg aku nk....
dpt @ x...itu d tgn Allah swt....
insyaAllah....
aku hanya mampu berdoa kpd-Nya...
stp jodh pertemuan d tgn-Nya...
n aku yakin stp manusia d muka bumi ini ada psngnnya...
itu yg slalu kwn aku bgtau kt aku...(thnx Ain)
aku jg yakin dia ada d luar sana....
cuma blm ada jodoh lg...
lmbt @ cpt....xpe...sbr2.....
sbr itu separuh drpd iman....
kte hnye berusaha pe yg mampu je...=)
so...

d moral of d story is: I MUST NOT CHASE D BOYZ!! haha...(xde kaitan pun)

cinderella

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

suara....luna maya

di sini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
aku tanpamu.....aku tanpamu
bila esok hari datang lagi
ku coba tuk hadapi semua ini
meski tanpamu......
bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
mentari yang tenang bersamamu di sini
ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan
suara....dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya
suara....dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku slalu di hatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya
karena ku masih tetap di sini
ku lewati semua yang terjadi
aku menunggumu.....
aku menunggu.....

love....

the dazzling blue sky
for some reason my heart aches
without realizing...my eyes are moist
in my mind...you seem to be approaching
and i'm waiting
i don't know love...i don't know you
when will love come?
waiting for you...love
can't you come a little closer
my love...baby...my sweetheart
so many people
i wonder how they love
i guess i'm the only one who doesn't know....
LOVE.....

life...

i've live on this planet earth for about....
23 years 5 months & 20 days...
never thought its been a long time already....but...not that long actually....
there's been sooooo many events, problems, chaos,happiness,sadness & etc that i've been through
when i think about it again....sometimes that life isn't fair to me
but sometimes...its not....its fair...
fair- i've got all that i want & need in my life...
my family, my friends, my cats, home......(they used to say i was a  very LUCKY girl)
not fair-problems occurs from time to time....
family problems, broken hearted, lonely.......=(
used to be a judge...where as i can handle everything...
but now...it gives me more & more stress to myself & even in my life...
I HATE IT!!!

learn sumthing new....

hi everyone....
i just started my blog....
ders a few of my frens suggest me 2 create a blog wer i can express myself....
hmm......well....its not easy to express....ri8?
anyway.....if u wana knw more bout me....
u can read I AM on d right of this page....
but....i'm not yet update everything...
cz i'm still in learning hw to customize my blog to make it more interesting to be read...
hohohoho~~