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waktu aku umo 5-6 thn dulu
my mum sent me 2 st.thomas kindergarden
kalu korg nk tau...st.thomas tue adalh skolh rndh n menengah khas utk boys
n...its under st.thomas church...
itu dulu la...skarang lain kot...kot...=p
our kindergarden plak kt tepi church tue...
for those children who r christian diorg akn pg church dulu..
tggllh kte org dlm klaz je....
my aunty used 2 be d principle who's in charge d kndergarden
her name is mdm eloise...erk??x ingt plak nm penuh dia...
berbelit2 lidah aku nk sebut....
we called her aunty mimi...=)
well...she's a bit strict wit us...but she's so soft spoken
she taught us english...everythings in english...

then i entered primary school...
sk encik buyong...pemes gak skolh kte org..(kt kuching je)
as we all knw n experienced...
biase la...bdk2 lg..
x matured...
aku ingt lg yg waktu skolh rendah dulu aku asyik tukar klaz je...
dr seroja ke cempaka...start dr darjah 3...
huh! penat gak...
aku jd org nomad pun cz cikgu2 aku ckp aku nie pandai sgt...
(bkn nk blagak la)
pastu....dey keep sayin dat i'm gd in english language..
hohoho~~well....i like english...FYI
sejak dr kecik lg...=p

abz je darjah 6...
u knw wat happen ri8?
msk plak alam persekolahan yg baru...
skolh menengah...
smk tun abang haji openg...
kt sane pun aku bertukar2 klaz...
dr klaz cempaka ke jentayu...
pastu tukar angsana...
still...wit d same reason dey transferred me frm claz 2 other claz...
start from form 4 aku dmskkn dlm science claz...
we learned add math, est, chemistry, physics....
+ IT n architecture....
mampus aku waktu mula2 dulu...
smpaikan aku trase nk tukar subject...
tp...aku accept gak challenges tue..
well...not bad la blaja bab science2 nie...
interesting even result x memuaskn...~~huhuhu..(truk gak actually)

afta spm...i apply form 6..skolh yg sm gak...
during 1st day...(still fresh in my mind)
kte org kena pilih klaz n subject pe yg kte org nk...
most of my frens chose other claz wer d subjects r not my 'thing'
dey chose economics n geo as dey major...
diorg pun pnh berkali2 pujuk aku msk claz yg sm...
tp....aku x nk..
mati2 aku x nk tau....
cz i hate eco!!
really2 hate it...
mmg x suke sgt2...!! huhu...
aku ttp dgn pendirian aku utk ambik
business n history s my major...

actually...aku nk tekankn psl subject2 yg aku ambik...
b4 aku msk skolh menengah lg...
aku tlh byk didedahkn dgn sejarah2 lampau...
mcm egpyt, china, india...huhuhu
influence frm my mum....
she loves history....so do i...=)
dr ctu la aku suke sgt2 dgn subject sejarah...
stp kali exam aku blh dkatakn dpt markah plg tggi...
tp ada ketikany aku lalai...gagal pun ade..
aku sgt sedih...
pmr aku dpt A dlm sejarah...
agak byk gak la bnde yg aku hafal..
pastu....msk form 4 n 5...
result sejarah aku turun sgt2...
mmg kecewa gler aku waktu tue...
spm dpt c je.....sob sob..='(

den...aku nekad ambik subject sejarah time aku form 6...
punye la semangat aku stdy sejarah dulu...
got A's every time during exam....
epi2!!~=)
aku buat sume latihan yg cikgu aku bg...
aku jgak buat karangan dlm 2-3 helai mukasurat
punye la pjg lebar aku tulis...
smpai lenguh2...
tp aku puas ble aku tulis pe yg aku hafal n phm...
puas ati sgt2....mmg x dpt dgmbrkn lg betapa puasnya aku dulu

aku ingt lg....
aku hafal sume perkara dlm buku...
ble, sape, d mana, bagaimana, kenapa, mengapa...
sume aku hafal..
mmg penuh ilmu d otak aku n d dada aku...
x sangka aku begitu ghairah dlm sejarah...
too excited ble aku stdy sume tue...
n betapa tebalnye buku2 yg aku bc...
lbh tebal dr ape yg aku stdy kt U...
n u can ask me anythng bout history...
i can be a very gd story teller 2 u...
dr bnde2 kecik....like nm tmpt n penduduk tmptn d sesbh kerajaan lampau...
smpai bnde2 bsr...like wars n tarikh + nm pahlawan, pemberontak, parti2 politik n mcm2 lg aku blh cite...
...politik, ekonomi n sosial
aku tau sume...

lower 6=asia tenggara & sejarah dunia
upper 6=sejarah malaysia & tamadun islam

fuh!! x trase penat pun buat sume tue...
time stpm....aku hafal keempat2 jns sejarah yg aku stdy selama 2 thn aku kt f6...
gler la!!
at last...alhmdulilah...aku dpt A+ dlm sejarah...
bkn main gembira lg aku....=)

aku begitu minat sejarah dgn mendalam
tp...pe yg apply??
lain dr yg lain...
aku kdg2 merase mnyesal pilih course nie..=(
i shudn't switch courses during apply dulu...
aku jeles ble dgr shizreen jd ahli sejarah...
dia ambik kt UKM...
huhuh...
pastu 1 of my fren...
thommity plak ambik kursus sejarah kt UPSI...
adoh!! bertmbh2 jeles lg...

aku pnh terfikir...cmne ek aku kalu aku ambik course sejarah??
msti aku dh jd ahli ARCHEOLOGY yg aku idam2kn slama ini...
tp....ini takdirku...
aku pilih hotel...
kalu aku ambik tourism x la trase sgt...
cz aku nie suke travel....
nk ckp menyesal...
ade la gak..
i got nuthn frm it...
i LUV mgt stuff...
but...its not 4 me anyway...
aku dh puas blaja mgt2 nie waktu blaja business dulu...
nw...asyik ulang bnde yg sm je kt U...
huhuhu...

other subject dat i like...
english language...
maybe its in my blood...
my mum n my bro r very2 damn gd in english...
aku nie biase2 je...
not bad la...~~lalalala

back 2 my story~~
i wish i cud turn back time...
fix everythings..
but i knw i cudnt...

d mmoral of d story: jz move on...
u deserve it...
itz ur choice anyway....~~=(