10 Things

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you look at me
I hate the way you drive me crazy
And I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb mind
And the way you think of me
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way you're always right
And I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh-
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you-
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

(taken frm the movies '10 things I hate about you')

subject

waktu aku umo 5-6 thn dulu
my mum sent me 2 st.thomas kindergarden
kalu korg nk tau...st.thomas tue adalh skolh rndh n menengah khas utk boys
n...its under st.thomas church...
itu dulu la...skarang lain kot...kot...=p
our kindergarden plak kt tepi church tue...
for those children who r christian diorg akn pg church dulu..
tggllh kte org dlm klaz je....
my aunty used 2 be d principle who's in charge d kndergarden
her name is mdm eloise...erk??x ingt plak nm penuh dia...
berbelit2 lidah aku nk sebut....
we called her aunty mimi...=)
well...she's a bit strict wit us...but she's so soft spoken
she taught us english...everythings in english...

then i entered primary school...
sk encik buyong...pemes gak skolh kte org..(kt kuching je)
as we all knw n experienced...
biase la...bdk2 lg..
x matured...
aku ingt lg yg waktu skolh rendah dulu aku asyik tukar klaz je...
dr seroja ke cempaka...start dr darjah 3...
huh! penat gak...
aku jd org nomad pun cz cikgu2 aku ckp aku nie pandai sgt...
(bkn nk blagak la)
pastu....dey keep sayin dat i'm gd in english language..
hohoho~~well....i like english...FYI
sejak dr kecik lg...=p

abz je darjah 6...
u knw wat happen ri8?
msk plak alam persekolahan yg baru...
skolh menengah...
smk tun abang haji openg...
kt sane pun aku bertukar2 klaz...
dr klaz cempaka ke jentayu...
pastu tukar angsana...
still...wit d same reason dey transferred me frm claz 2 other claz...
start from form 4 aku dmskkn dlm science claz...
we learned add math, est, chemistry, physics....
+ IT n architecture....
mampus aku waktu mula2 dulu...
smpaikan aku trase nk tukar subject...
tp...aku accept gak challenges tue..
well...not bad la blaja bab science2 nie...
interesting even result x memuaskn...~~huhuhu..(truk gak actually)

afta spm...i apply form 6..skolh yg sm gak...
during 1st day...(still fresh in my mind)
kte org kena pilih klaz n subject pe yg kte org nk...
most of my frens chose other claz wer d subjects r not my 'thing'
dey chose economics n geo as dey major...
diorg pun pnh berkali2 pujuk aku msk claz yg sm...
tp....aku x nk..
mati2 aku x nk tau....
cz i hate eco!!
really2 hate it...
mmg x suke sgt2...!! huhu...
aku ttp dgn pendirian aku utk ambik
business n history s my major...

actually...aku nk tekankn psl subject2 yg aku ambik...
b4 aku msk skolh menengah lg...
aku tlh byk didedahkn dgn sejarah2 lampau...
mcm egpyt, china, india...huhuhu
influence frm my mum....
she loves history....so do i...=)
dr ctu la aku suke sgt2 dgn subject sejarah...
stp kali exam aku blh dkatakn dpt markah plg tggi...
tp ada ketikany aku lalai...gagal pun ade..
aku sgt sedih...
pmr aku dpt A dlm sejarah...
agak byk gak la bnde yg aku hafal..
pastu....msk form 4 n 5...
result sejarah aku turun sgt2...
mmg kecewa gler aku waktu tue...
spm dpt c je.....sob sob..='(

den...aku nekad ambik subject sejarah time aku form 6...
punye la semangat aku stdy sejarah dulu...
got A's every time during exam....
epi2!!~=)
aku buat sume latihan yg cikgu aku bg...
aku jgak buat karangan dlm 2-3 helai mukasurat
punye la pjg lebar aku tulis...
smpai lenguh2...
tp aku puas ble aku tulis pe yg aku hafal n phm...
puas ati sgt2....mmg x dpt dgmbrkn lg betapa puasnya aku dulu

aku ingt lg....
aku hafal sume perkara dlm buku...
ble, sape, d mana, bagaimana, kenapa, mengapa...
sume aku hafal..
mmg penuh ilmu d otak aku n d dada aku...
x sangka aku begitu ghairah dlm sejarah...
too excited ble aku stdy sume tue...
n betapa tebalnye buku2 yg aku bc...
lbh tebal dr ape yg aku stdy kt U...
n u can ask me anythng bout history...
i can be a very gd story teller 2 u...
dr bnde2 kecik....like nm tmpt n penduduk tmptn d sesbh kerajaan lampau...
smpai bnde2 bsr...like wars n tarikh + nm pahlawan, pemberontak, parti2 politik n mcm2 lg aku blh cite...
...politik, ekonomi n sosial
aku tau sume...

lower 6=asia tenggara & sejarah dunia
upper 6=sejarah malaysia & tamadun islam

fuh!! x trase penat pun buat sume tue...
time stpm....aku hafal keempat2 jns sejarah yg aku stdy selama 2 thn aku kt f6...
gler la!!
at last...alhmdulilah...aku dpt A+ dlm sejarah...
bkn main gembira lg aku....=)

aku begitu minat sejarah dgn mendalam
tp...pe yg apply??
lain dr yg lain...
aku kdg2 merase mnyesal pilih course nie..=(
i shudn't switch courses during apply dulu...
aku jeles ble dgr shizreen jd ahli sejarah...
dia ambik kt UKM...
huhuh...
pastu 1 of my fren...
thommity plak ambik kursus sejarah kt UPSI...
adoh!! bertmbh2 jeles lg...

aku pnh terfikir...cmne ek aku kalu aku ambik course sejarah??
msti aku dh jd ahli ARCHEOLOGY yg aku idam2kn slama ini...
tp....ini takdirku...
aku pilih hotel...
kalu aku ambik tourism x la trase sgt...
cz aku nie suke travel....
nk ckp menyesal...
ade la gak..
i got nuthn frm it...
i LUV mgt stuff...
but...its not 4 me anyway...
aku dh puas blaja mgt2 nie waktu blaja business dulu...
nw...asyik ulang bnde yg sm je kt U...
huhuhu...

other subject dat i like...
english language...
maybe its in my blood...
my mum n my bro r very2 damn gd in english...
aku nie biase2 je...
not bad la...~~lalalala

back 2 my story~~
i wish i cud turn back time...
fix everythings..
but i knw i cudnt...

d mmoral of d story: jz move on...
u deserve it...
itz ur choice anyway....~~=(

addicted!!

i'm talkin bout FACEBOOK...
facebooking....
bookface..
buku muka....hohoho
call wateva u wanna call...

history?
i started @ create my fb since i was in high school...
dat was about 4-5 years oredi...
but i jrg on9...
during dat time la...
cz i dun have my own broadband @ internet at home...
dulu2....aku rajin pg cc...
sanggup abzkn duit...(bdk2 lg =p)
hahaha...
memory...
ok..wat i'm sayin is dat...
semakin lama aku semakin addicted to fb...

reason?
dh byk kali fb nie update page @web diorg
game pun byk....
heeheh...
d most important is dat...
aku dpt 'balik' geng2 sekolah aku...
sama ada dr skul rendh @ menengah...
hohoho..~~epi 2 knw dem alive...=)
thru fb...i can connect wit them anytime n anywer dat i like...
well...frenster pun sm gak dulu..
but i'm gettin bored wit fs..huhuhu~bye2 fs...
another 1...i can knw n connect wit my new frens...
yg i x knl....n x pnh jmpe....
so nice to knw them....

kalu korg nk tau...
fb skarang (dr dulu actually)
tmpt aku luah prasaan
x kire la aku nie tgh marah ke tgh sedih ke even epi...
aku luah sumanya kt fb....
(korg pun prasan gak)
yela...aku xde sape2 nk aku luah...
msg2 bz la katakn...huhuhu
so thru fb...
i get to knw others opinion also....(tq2!!)

d bez part is dat...
i cn upload n create many pictures...not 2 4get tag all my fren in d pic...
hehehehe.....+ komen2 tue yg pntg...
ahhaha
byk album dlm fb aku nie...
sumenye ade memory...
a very sweet memories in my life..
wat i've done during my studies especially in UITM Shah Alam...

skarang nie kn....
byk gak on9 shop...
waaa!!!
gler aku dbuatnye....
byk bju yg cantik2...
especially dress n cardigans/ jackets...
huhuhu
tp kena pandai pilih supplier yg btol2 berpatutan...

pastu kn...
game kt fb nie bez2 je...
lenguh tgn aku dbuatnye...
my fav game @ game yg slalu aku main....(addicted)
treasure isle, towner, cafe world, hotel city, sorority life, mafia wars, city life, godfather, barn buddy n social city.....heeheh....
tp ssh gak ble byk game nie....
buat x sng duduk je..
ahhaha....u knw wat i mean ri8...
kdg2 punye la lme tggu energy tue naik...
huh!! tp xpe...
aslkn bahagia...=)

hmm....
fb nie byk gak kelemahannya...
kdg2 spam byk msk...
mnyemak kt wall aku jer....huh!!
hate it!!!
pastu ade application yg pelik2 plak...
lg2 ngn grup yg bkn2....
(plz jgn invi8 aku ke grup yg bkn2)
argh!!
benci tol aku...
gler ar sume tue...
huhuhu....

kdg2...
server fb nie down gak...
bengang aku tau ble game aku xleh bukak...
huh!!
hampeh...
fb shud improve their server...
cz i knw all people around d world r 'playin' it

tp xpe...
yg pntg aku bahagia ngn fb aku skarang....
x sah kalu aku x on9 1 ari...
lg2 x sah kalu aku x hadap fb..
even waktu tgh final exam pun aku duk fb je...
utk ilangkn tension...
huhuhu....
kalu korg nk cr aku...cr la kt fb...
aku x g mane2...
hehehehehe...=)

laz but not least....
i wanna say...
thnx to fb cz nw i've 882 frens...
hahaha...
tq2...femes gak aku nie...
ehehhehe....prasan....
tet~~=P

FIFA World Cup

starting on 11th June 2010 till !4th July 2010...FIFA World Cup berlangsung in South Africa...=p
oh...oh...diz is wat ive been waiting for 4 years....
can't wait to c my fav team.....England, Brazil n Germany playing...huhuhu

hmm.....i dunno since wen i started to like football....
let me refresh back...=/
oh yeah!! during World Cup in....mane ek??
alamak...lupe la plak....huhuhu
ok2...sejak skolh menengah lg....
rs2nye addicted tgk ayah watching d football game during d World Cup
hahaha...=p
adoi! ilang dh sume 'gurly' aku nie...hehehe
well.....many of my frens x tau d other side of me....
ahahah....;p
now u knw...i'm crazy bout football...
jgn fikir yg i xde 'hobi' lain selain patung2....fashions...mags....shopping~~hohoho
i pun ade gak sifat 'kelakian' i...~tet!!
i sanggup jd burung antu slama 1 bln utk tgk every game....
x kira la team mane main....=)
n i can't missed evry game....huahuahau

talkin bout World Cup which d event once in evry 4 years....
in my opinion.....
well....all 32 countries in d world (x tmsk msia~huhu) make it look great...
all people around d world supports their own country...
but not too forgoten dat...most of d people will cheers no matter wat d countries are....
mksdnye...yg x msk World Cup pun sokong gak negara pilihan diorg....
tue yg buat World Cup nie jd happenin....=)

but d most important is dat...(4 me la)...
blh la i nie cuci mata tgk footballer yg hensem2 n cute2...ahhahaha
lgpun bkn slalu tgk sume pemain bbakat dunia...x kira la femes ke x...
main n give a very gd teamwork utk negara msg2...
dey have a very2 strong spirit nk menang Cup tue...
yela...sape yg x nk menang kn???

d moral of d story: enjoy d World Cup game slagi ade.....

p/s: doa2 la England @ Brazil @ Germany (especially) dpt msk final n menang FIFA WORLD CUP 2010....

EPI WATCHING!!!
(^^)

single

single=alone?
single=lonely?
single=no bf?

wat exactly d word single means?

in my opinion...
single=freedom
single=no probs

FYI...dh lme aku nie single...afta...
2 times couple....(dgn org yg slh)
5 times crush....
mmg gler la idup aku nie....

sejak dr skool lg....sume tnye...
ko xde bf lg ke nina??
x pnh fall in luv ke??
x pnh suke kt sum1 ke?
xkn xde kot...??
ko kn cute,smart n epi go lucky person.....(thnx kpd sape2 yg puji aku)
adoi!! penat aku nk jwb soaln tue....
dh brape byk kali aku jwb...
dey not my type.....
ssh sgt ke??
xkn sesenang itu aku nk bg kt sum1 bernama lelaki...
its not easy...u knw...

ade gak geng2 aku dulu...
jd 'ejen' pencari jodoh....
zai n esot....
aku plak jd 'mngsanya'...
ahhaah....mcm xde org lain dh....
bak kate diorg....
'nina...ko try la dulu knl2 ngn kwn kte org....
bkn nk srh korg kapel truz....
kwn2 je dulu...
mane la tau 'sangkut'....'
hah??dh agak dh...hahahah...
den...i accept je....
but still....nope!! he's not my type....(sori guys)
huhuhu......

ade gak yg ckp kt aku dulu...
ko dh msk U....xkn sorg pun xde....??
aduh!!
aku g U nk stdy...
bkn nk cr bf....
well...mmg ade gak org ckp...kt U la kte akn bjmpe jodoh kte...
enth btol...enth x...
bg aku.....pjlnn idup msh pjg...
bru je U
x msk alam keje lg....
kang nnti kalu couple mcm nk mampos kt U
ble time keje jmpe yg lain jgak....
yg lme dtgglkn....
tp...itu la org slalu katakan...
dh xde jodoh....nk buat cmne?? huhuhu...(jwpn standard)

ok.....umo aku nie makin meningkat....
aku bkn bdk2 lg...(even still childish)
tp...it doesnt mean dat i dun hv any feeling...
thdp stp ape yg org katakn pd aku....
org xkn phm ape yg aku nk slama aku nie idup...
bkn x bersyukur.....(aku bsyukur sgt2 kt Allah swt)
tp....kemahuan n keperluan stp org msti adekn??
xkn trime je...btol x??
msti ade bnde yg perlu bkorban....
back to topic....
mksd aku....
slama aku idup 23 thn kt bumi Allah nie...
aku blm jmpe lg sum1 yg btol2 syg aku,caring n phm aku....
insyaAllah...aku akn jmpe dia jgak...
insyaAllah...aku akn kawen gak ngn dia...
x slama2nye SINGLE....

back to basic...
ramai gak yg ckp aku nie JUAL MAHAL sgt kt laki...
yela...sape nk jual murah + bg diskaun....huhuh
xsanggup i....
den....diorg ckp....characteristic yg aku nk pd sorg laki x munasabah....
u wana knw y??
cz....i want a hensem guy, rich n ambitious...
hahaha.....mmg itu yg aku nk!!
utk mjamin ms dpn aku....
ops! hahaha.....well...cite2 aku tue....
mmg tggi nun d awan sana....=p
yg korg peduli sgt psl aku nie kenape??
huhuhu...suka ti aku la nk tetapkn mcm mane laki yg aku nk....
dpt @ x...itu d tgn Allah swt....
insyaAllah....
aku hanya mampu berdoa kpd-Nya...
stp jodh pertemuan d tgn-Nya...
n aku yakin stp manusia d muka bumi ini ada psngnnya...
itu yg slalu kwn aku bgtau kt aku...(thnx Ain)
aku jg yakin dia ada d luar sana....
cuma blm ada jodoh lg...
lmbt @ cpt....xpe...sbr2.....
sbr itu separuh drpd iman....
kte hnye berusaha pe yg mampu je...=)
so...

d moral of d story is: I MUST NOT CHASE D BOYZ!! haha...(xde kaitan pun)

cinderella

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

suara....luna maya

di sini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
aku tanpamu.....aku tanpamu
bila esok hari datang lagi
ku coba tuk hadapi semua ini
meski tanpamu......
bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
mentari yang tenang bersamamu di sini
ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan
suara....dengarkanlah aku
apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya
suara....dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku slalu di hatinya
aku di sini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya
karena ku masih tetap di sini
ku lewati semua yang terjadi
aku menunggumu.....
aku menunggu.....